walking in time - feeldog

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➖ time won't pass without you. you still remain with me, you hurt me

break up, everyone knows how bad that's word

that 1 words, can make everything changes.

then, what comes after break up?

first, missing someone.

or

second, forget that someone

but here i am, directly choose the first options : missing someone.

amara masih rindu sama semua hal yang bersangkut paut sama feeldog, yang sekarang udah jadi mantannya.

amara belum bisa berdamai sama yang namanya 'ikhlas'

melupakan, kata yang sangat mudah untuk diucapkan, namun seperti mengorbankan sesuatu untuk melakukannya.

mulut emang bisa bohong, tapi mata sama hati gabisa sama sekali.

"hey,"

"ah, hey"

"still thinking bout him, right? it's been a year, amara"

"no! i didn't think about him, so tau banget ya?"

"ck,such a liar"

"apaan??? emang bener kok"

"you know what? i seems looking fine to seeing you like this, but no, i'm not fine looking you like this"

"i'm sorry"

"dont ever say sorry to me, just apologize to your own heart
maaf emang gampang diucapin mar, satu kata itu kan yang selama ini masih kamu inget tentang dia?"

"buat apa kamu jauh jauh kesini demi ngehindarin dia, buat apa? nothing's change after that for you"

"aku mau bilang satu hal sama kamu, tapi sehabis kamu tau hal ini, you are not allowed to cry in front of me, even behind me, you did not allowed, promise me?"

"you know, i'm such a not good to not cry when hearing a bad things, so, this is a bad things right?"

"just let me hug you when you are gonna cry, can i?"

"jadi, apaan ?"

"now he was in relationship with someone, amara. i still can believe it because it's still weird , but yeah, that's was people say in there. you should not- YA I TOLD YA TO NOT CRY IN FRONT OF ME?"

but after all this time, deep inside her hearts is always same.

nothing changed after that.

that's , hurt so much right?

➖ walking in time ➖

hshshshshs kenapa aku juga jadi sedih.......

btw ini bakal aku up kalo weekend yaa! masih mencuri curi waktu aku hihihi, see ya on next chapt!❤