Date- 21/11/10
Time- 2:00 AM
Dear Diary,
I'm suffering from insomnia. World around me seems Topsy-Turvy. Last month Mom took me to a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist asked me to be very frank. He asked me the actual problem. I was not an idiot who would reveal the truth of being in depression to an unknown and a silly question asking person. All I said was it's my exam fear and nothing else. He laughed at this.
But who could understand the circumstances I'm going through. That's no one....
I'm always afraid if someday my Mom came to read my diary she would scold me a lot and most probably would change my school which would be more worse. I would not be able to meet Jason then. Two years ago, my mom found a love letter under my bed which I wrote for Jason(but I didn't mentioned his name).
She went to the sync and she puked a lot. I'm afraid that it would happen again. Dad's having his job abroad so he comes home rarely. So me and Mom lives alone most of the year. So I didn't want to embarrass her. I really love her.
But, Dear Diary, I'm sad because my Mom doesn't stay with me the whole day. I want and expect Jason to be with me. Our finals are very close now. And then all the students would be changing their streams. I'm thinking to take Science. I have no idea about Jason, Margaret and Sandy as I am isolated now.
Jason has completely stopped talking. I tried to call him several times but he would not listen. Why Jason??
Well I don't know.
GOODNIGHT.....
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