Raven's POV
~~~~~~~~~~Nothing can top my stressful week, and its only thursday. What I don't understand is, this is my break. I am suppose to relax and have fun before I go off to college. Right now I don't even remember what fun is. The thought saddens me.
I try to fall back asleep in Niall's arms, but its just not working so well. Maybe Katie and I will go on a spa day? That sounds like it would be fun. A girls day, no boys, no stress, drama free, and best of all no Ashton.
Its awful to think he doesn't want to be apart of my life anymore. Only of course if Niall wasn't in it, what really upsets me is that he just thought I lead him on? I would never do that. Ashton was my friend and I loved him like a brother, yeah he was cute. I would be branded heartless if I didn't think that adorable puppy face was precious, but sadly his personality killed that puppy right in front of me.
I can not be more guilty that he thought of me as a slut, I was nothing but a good friend to him, I am not going to take blame that I never got to talk to him until this break but he has to understand. I am a shy person until I get warmed up I can't just go up to a guy and say 'Hi' I would die of embarrassment if I got turned away. It has happened don't think it won't again.
I was the one to be approached by a boy not the other way around, not to sound conceded or something just my Ex's were very straight forward. Some more than the others but that was natural, now I don't have to worry about rushing things this time. Niall has been a blessing to me and I won't ruin that by my past relationships, not even Katie knows how bad some of them were.
I wouldn't stand it if Niall pitied me instead of like me. I have gotten myself some dignity and respect over the period of time I was single. To me Louis doesn't really count as an Ex we dated for about a week than I met El and found the sister I never knew I had. I really see Lou as a experience, really all he did was show me I deserve someone who won't sell me short for what I really need and deserve.
I think I have found that in Niall especially with how he treats me and stands up for me. Its still early in the relationship but I think we are doing great. I really think he is going to be a great boyfriend-
"Raven Sofia Grey, stop moving around I don't want to have to tell you again." Niall commands.
"Sorry." I apologize.
Niall sits up on his elbows and turns on the bedside lamp. "No I'm sorry, whats wrong? Why can't you sleep babe."
"I just have a lot on my mind, nothing I can't deal with I guess." I shrug.
"Ray this reminds me, when we first actually hung out. What was it you were going to tell me. I want you to trust me, and well I need to know it has been eating me alive not knowing what could make you such a shy person away from the people you normally are with." Niall expresses
"Oh Niall, you really don't want to know, its the past. I just don't feel comfortable talking about it. Its hard to talk about and hard to hear. Someday you will have to trust me that I will tell you but until I can get the courage to talk about it, I can't tell you, but you will be the first to know about it, other than my family. Yes not even Katie knows, Niall." I blab.
"Raven your my girlfriend now, I trust you more than you think and want you to feel the same if you can't tell me than don't, but please never feel uncomfortable to come and talk to me I am here to listen and take care of you or what kind of boyfriend would I be if you didn't trust me?" Niall questions.
"Thank you Niall your the best boyfriend I just need time before I can bring something that awful from my past up."
"Of course now since we got to talk do you feel like you can sleep now?" I just nod my head.
"Good now c'mer babygirl." Niall lays back and turns off the bright lamp.
"G'night princess."
"Night Niall." I yawn, actually feeling tired now.
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Niall's POV
~~~~~~~~I hope Raven doesn't mind that I will be gone all day, it is a surprise for her. I mean I left at 5 this morning if she doesn't like this than I am so not doing the boyfriend role right.
I get my phone and scroll through the contacts finally finding who I need to help pull this off.
"Hey can you meet me? Lil Town café in 15?" i ask them.
"Great. You have no idea what I have planned for Ray." I confirm we are still going to do the surprise for Raven.
"See ya." I hang up.
Ray's POV
~~~~~~~I wake up late in the after noon feeling a cold draft. I turn on my side and find no Niall next to me. That makes me sit up and look around, nope still no Niall.
Where could he have gone, I thought. I grab my small blanket because it is unusually cold today and walk downstairs. I search everywhere for Niall and he is no where to be found.
I decide I should call him, to see where he could be.
'Ringgggg, Ringgggg, Ringgggg'
"Hey Ray! Good morning princess." Niall greets.
"Hey Niall, where are you?" I ask.
"Oh the boys invited me out for a guys day. They promise to have me back soon babe. Hey I gotta go babe, I will text you when we are heading back?"
"Um sure? stay safe Ni. Bye."
"Bye Babe. Be home soon!"
I didn't think the conversation would be so short but he is with the guys so I understand. Happy he is hanging out with them. He and I both need some friend time.
I think I will call Katie up or El and go have that spa day like I thought.
I texted Katie she is busy with Her parents shopping for her room make over.
So El I hope she can at least come.
"Hey El! want to have a spa day with me? Niall is with the guys having a guys day, miss you! Text me back!
Xx- Raybands""Hey babes! I would love too! I can pick you up in an hour I know a great spa. Sound good?
Xx- Ellie Cat""Sounds great! See you than El!
Xx-Raybands"Yay! El and I are gonna have a spa day super excited gonna have so much fun!
just us girls and no drama what so ever.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hey! So sorry its short trust me more drama and a lot longer chapter soon going to camp this week and they don't allow cell phones especially iPhone 5c's 😢 And trust me I am having a problem with that cause I just got this thing for The love of it! enjoy this short chapter and help me get it more readers please!!! love you all 😘 bye beauty's!!!
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