🌈 BLS2: Be Naughty With Me (BL) ✔

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Chapter 1: I'll Be By Your Side

I won't ever forget that particular night.

Kakatapos ko lang maligo ng matigilan ako sa sunod sunod na katok sa pinto ng aking apartment. Wala naman akong naalalang babaeng ikakama ko ngayong gabi. I wonder who it is?

But I would never thought na sa pagbukas ko ng pinto, Akio's devastated look would be the one behind the door. May dala dala siyang malaking bag at walang kabuhay buhay ang kaniyang aura.

"A-Aki? "

Since the day that we started to converse, I succeeded to be friend with him. Pero hanggang doon lang yun. Ayokong alamin. Ayokong tanggapin. Kung kaya't mas maraming babae akong kinakama tuwing gabi kompara sa dati. But no matter what I do, I really like him. And crap,  I would never thought that he'll be the one to bring out this side of me that I never knew na meron ako.

Bisexuality.

"I'm sorry Sai. But would you let me barge at your place for a while? "

He really looked so miserable that night that I want him to say anything that is going on at his mind. If what is he thinking? Is he hurt? What happened? I want him to be weak. I want him to show his weakness na hindi niya pa naipapakita sa iba. Sa akin lang. I want to wrap him up on my arms. Pour his everything to me.

"At first, I don't really care if whoever stepbrother I'm going to have. Well, I won't deny the fact that having stepbrother is not bad since ako lang naman ang anak ni Mommy." he started off in between our alcohol session.

The answer to my questions resurfaced. Confirmed. He is inlove with his stepbrother.

"But you know, I would never thought that he could be that cute calling me kuya and doing everything to have a bond with me. At first, I like it when he call me kuya but, lately I don't like it. Even him calling others kuya and being mushy with others I don't like it. I wonder why? And then I realized that he is not just a stepbrother to me anymore. He is different to those bitches I play around with before." He looked at me and with a smile on his lips he declared, "I want him. "

Hearing him saying those words gave throbbing pain at my chest. What to do, Akio? This is bad. I am not different with you. I want you too for myself and you suddenly walked here in my territory unguarded. Nakakainis.

"So you mean to say?" pambibitin ko kahit pa alam ko na ang sagot.

He suddenly looked so serious. Pinaglaruan niya ang yelo sa alak na iniinom niya habang mataman na nakatitig doon.

"I fell inlove with him Sai. I fell inlove with my stepbrother."

Oh crap. It hurts you know.

And thus, I let him stay at my apartment. At school he act like he doesn't care at the presence  of his stepbrother but, when it is just the two of us he always tell over and over again how much he miss him. Seriously, it was a torture at my part. Hearing him say that every night in front of me. Expressing his one sided love to his stepbrother. It is really a kill.

But neverthless, as long as he stays with me nothing else matter. I'll do anything to make you look at me. Want me more Akio, hanggang sa ako at ako na lang ang kakailanganin mo. Be familiar with my presence na kung wala ako, hahanap hanapin mo.

Dahil sa ayaw niyang malaman ng kinakapatid ang pagmamahal niya dito he choose to leave him. Dahil sa palagay niya na gusto lang talaga ng kapatid niya na maging kapatid sa kaniya ay lumayo siya. Which is favorable to me dahil sa puntong iyon akin siya.

He stopped playing with girls pati na rin ako. And I came up with a suggestion to him one night between our alcohol session.

"Why not go out with me? " I said sa gitna ng pag-inom namin. Lately, every night, this is our set-up.

"What the hell, Sai? " he said then laugh. Pero pinakita ko sa kaniya na seryoso ako. "You serious? " ani niya ng makitang hindi ako nagbibiro.

"Look. It's not that I have feelings to you or anything but, if this will help para mapabilis ang paglimot mo sa nararamdaman para sa kinakapatid mo then.."

Lie. I really do have feelings for you.

"But we are both guy.." mahina niyang ani.

"Really now? Iyan ba talaga ang sasabihin mo samantalang may gusto ka sa kinakapatid mong lalaki? C'mon Aki, I'm trying to help here.." natatawa kong sabi. I heard him sigh then looked at me seriously. That look is where he is most handsome.

"Sai, kaibigan kita at alam kong straight ka. Dahil lang sa nararamdaman ko ay aabot ka sa ganiyang tulong. No. I don't want to take advantage of you. Sapat na ang tulong mong pagpapatuloy sa akin dito and I'm really thankful enough for that, really."

Wrong. I am the one taking advantage here.

I sigh.

Crap. Feeling ko na busted na agad ako. That's why I don't want you to know. Ganito lang din ang kalalabasan. I'm really no match with the stepbrother, huh?

"Okay, bahala ka. I tried to help, pero ikaw din ang ayaw. But if you'll change your mind, my offer got no expiration you know." ani ko pa sabay kindat. We both laugh.

Because you know it'll only expire if you say to me directly that you don't need me anymore. That you don't need someone to listen to your talks anymore. Because as long as you seek for me, I'll still hope that you'll grab my offer.

We remained friends. We remained with that set up. Him loving his stepbrother while me waiting and hurting in silent.

But, that night came.

Two days before our night camp we drank to our hearts content till midnight. We drank until our conciousness clouded. We drank so much that our desires stir up. Though, his desire is clearly different from mine.

Alam kong pagsisisihan niya to pagka umaga. Alam kong hihingi siya ng pasensiya at sasabihing hindi niya sinasadya. Then there is me, who will act like nothing happened. And will jokingly say na kalimutan niya na lang iyon dahil pareho kaming lasing. Forget like nothing happened.

But, I should be the one saying sorry to him. Because of my hunger to him I let it happened. Because I badly want him sinadya kong mangyari iyon. Dahil alam ko sa huli, hindi parin ako ang pipiliin niya.

Kahit iyon lang. Kahit iyon manlang na alaala ang maiwan sa akin. Even just for a night I want to feel him. I want to feel his warmth. I want to feed my heart kahit sa sandali lang na iyon. Ayokong masaktan sa huli na wala manlang akong nagawa. Na wala manlang alaala ni Akio ang maiwan sa akin.

I'm sorry Aki. But, I just really love you.

That night we cross our line. It was a night that we drown ourselves with pleasure. We held each other all night and the ecstacy that he gave me encraved deep inside me. That alone made me happy.

I'll give him up someday with no regrets. But just for this night, you're mine.

To. Be. Continue