Someday: The Close Up

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Author's Note:

The first who commented and vote for my first chapter...

This one is dedicated to

B-BetterHaveMyMoney :) Thank you very much!!

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I immediately jumped off my seat. I saw him. Again.

The one who made me cry....







The one who made me weak...







The one who made me hopeless...








The one who broked my heart....







The one once that I loved....






The one who cheated me.








Floyd Chase Carlos, my ex.

He scanned the room as if he is looking for something, then our eyes met.

I saw his eyes again... his hazel brown eyes. The one I really fall for.

We are now at the canteen of our school.

"Why are you not looking at me anymore?", I asked without looking at him.

He stared at me for seconds after he replied. "Why are you asking?, I'm looking at you all the time", he said, still eyes on me.

Then I looked at him directly to his eyes. "I just miss the way you are looking me in the eyes. It keeps me comfortable, complete, safe and loved. When you are looking at me? I saw that you love me. But now? I doubt that, I feel something is wrong", after I said that, I looked away again.

Then the silence visit us.

"I'm going home", I said broking the tense happening between us.

He just only said... "Take care"

Then I walked away from him.

He missed something....

The words "I love you".....








"Diana? Are you alright?", Janine asked.

"Yeah I'm good", I assured her.

Gosh, those memories are meant to be forgotten! I must restrict myself for looking in to his eyes or else all of my hardworks will turn into nothing.

"Uhm ehem, I'll just go to the Comfort Room Mrs. Veronica"

"Okay", she said.

"What is happening to you Diana huh? Are you out of your mind?! You must not let him go inside your heart again. He's gonna play you again like a toy! He didn't really love you right? So don't give motives to him that you still love him! Hold that feelings! Show him that you are better off without him. Show him that you CAN live without him!", I lectured myself on the mirror.

I exhaled deeply and washed my face. I came back to the classroom and restrict myself looking at him.

The class started and the day is just light.

Then the bell rang....


RECESS!!!!!

I get out of my seat fast because I have a feeling that he wants to talk to me.

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