Cɾҽҽρყραʂƚα Lιϝҽ

Jester Slit-Throat

[He requested that I use the picture above.]

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Jester...

He is quite a difficult person to understand. Coming from me, that must mean something.

All he wants is to find someone who he loves, and will love him in return. Yet, the poor boy is afraid to fall in love at the same time. How confusing...

You see, Jester has been hurt. He has been abandoned, betrayed, lied to, walked out on, used... and many other things I do not wish to expose on Jester's behalf.

His past has driven him to developed things such as: Complex Trauma, Trust Issues, Anxiety, and Symptoms Of Insomnia. Acute Depression, Acute Paranoia, and more.

He fears getting too close to people, because he is SO used to having people leave him. He is very distant, and very self conscious... he is also is quite the little gentleman, and always presents himself well.

Jester is a smart young man, and I have hope that he will find what he is looking for... in the future.

... I have recently been informed that a PROXY of mine, has feelings for Jester. Jester has expressed that he shares the feelings for this PROXY.

Yet he has also explained that it scares him... finding love. He does not wish to be alone, but he just cannot seem to let people in.

It is a difficult thing to fight... trauma.
Jester will need psychiatrical help, and until he is mostly restored... I am afraid he cannot develop any sort of relationship with others.

... Forgive me if this has upset you. I meant you no distress. But Jester has been hurt, and it horrors me to see that he has to go through this.

Please, for Jester's sake... be patient.

... That is all.