I'm sorry

Her life

Erika's P.O.V.
Here goes nothing
E-promise me you won't tell or treat me differently
J-promise, plus it can't be that bad
I gave him the if you say so look and sigh
E-ok it all started when I was 6 I had a loving family an amazing life in Tennessee
J-are you from Tennessee because your the only 10 I see
I pointed to the team 10 sign and we lauphed
J-ok sorry continue
Jakes P.O.V.
E-umm let's see when I was around 10 it was about 11:40 I was watching a movie with my parents when a robber got into the house and my parents hid me but didn't have time to hide themselves the robber had a gun and he sh-sh-sho *i started crying and Jake hugged me again I felt safe in his arms I sat up and continued* he shot them and took everything and left I had to live with my aunt which was a terrible mistake because she had an image of what every girl should look like and made sure I knew it if I was ever caught looking at something unhealthy she beat me and only let me eat a cup of yogurt a day which kinda stuck with me and forced me to workout which my boyfriend won't let me do anymore. One day she beat me too hard that my uncle had to take me to the hospital he cried every night I was there because he knew it was wrong what she was doing. One night at the hospital there was a shooting and my uncle died which left me with the devil women only. Which sucked because she took it easy on me when my uncle was there. She became an alcoholic and she forced me to date her bosses son Travis which is my current boyfriend at first he was nice but around 17 he started getting both physically and verbally abusive which I was used to already. Until around 19 he started raping me every night along with the beating and verbal stuff around 20 he decided to get me pregnant and have me keep the baby for 2 months so I had all the morning sickness and then he kept hitting me over and over again in the stomach so I would have a miscarriage. He hated the fact that I modeled because all models are sluts in his opinion. Then around 21 which is now he started having girls over and tying me in a chair as he fucked them right in front of me then he would rape me as I screamed for help then he would knock me out an continue. One of the girls that fucked him in front of me was some Alissa girls I guess she is big on YouTube but like before they did it she gave him the idea to tie me to the chair and make me watch so he actually started doing it more often and she came over one day and told me trust me I can make your life a living hell bitch even though she knew my life was a living hell. Then a couple nights later that day we met he saw the paper with your number on it and made me pack a bag and go sleep in the alley that's when I grabbed the knife for protection but I got to thinking and decided to end it all then I woke up in a hospital to my boyfriend trying to kill me. That's all I remember then I woke up and we came here. I eventually got used to his beating, raping, and constant girls over but some of the verbal stuff got to me like "I never really loved you" "nobody will ever love you" "slut" "whore" "fat" "ugly" "just kill yourself" "eat less then maybe you will be skinny" those kinda just stuck. Made me suicidal, depressed, and anorexic. Sorry I know you didn't wanna hear all that but I just feel safe with you.
Hearing her whole story honestly made me sad and love her even more. How could this all happen to her she is so strong.
J-aw rik come here
She scooted in and I decided I was gonna tell her but when was the right time. Like she still doesn't know.