Erika had a tough life starting with her parents all the way down to her boyfriend she starts to have depression and becomes anorexic what will happen when she meets Jake? how do they meet? and will this turn her life around?
1month later Jakes P.O.V. So me and Erika's relationship has been going amazing but I can tell she is losing weight like a lot. I hardly see her eat and I can tell she cries when I'm not around. Erika's P.O.V So me and Jakes relationship is going great but hate has gotten worse. Especially on my instagram and YouTube videos. Like my last post the comments were brutal. Instagram//
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ErikaCostell:beach day with bae @jakepaul JakePaul:my baby looking cute as always 😍 Alissaviolet_stan:ew fake ass bitch Jalissa_yas:ew could you be any fatter Jalissa_fanpage:attention seeking whore Tanner_yak:oh my god there is a real life slut in front of me Damn_frank:clout chaser Lila_west:go kill yourself bitch🔫 Alissaviolet:🤢jake definitely downgraded just help us all and kill your fat ass 😊🔫 View all 10987 comments Real life// Erika's P.O.V. I decided to go back to my old ways and just eat less. I wear baggy clothes so Jake doesn't notice. I'm afraid he will notice when we cuddle at night though. I get light headed easily now but if that's all I have to do to shut up at least some of the hate then I will do it. I never really could handle hate. I realized yesterday that most of my hate were from Alissa violet fans. Which struck terrible memories in my head of my past "relationship". If you can even call it that. Anyways I decided imma send Jake out to have a "boys night" and imma leave the earth and maybe I will have a better life wherever I go. That gets rid of the hate completely. E-Jake can we talk J-sure babe what's up E-go have a boys night tonight J-why E-you haven't had one since we started dating and I feel bad J-ok I will be home at about 9:30 E-10 J-fine E-love you J-I love you too babe He kissed my head and left with all the guys Tessa and Mackenzie went back home to Ohio this week so now would be the perfect time I waited 10 minutes after he left just in case anyone forgot anything. I grabbed my blades and started the bath. As the bath heated up I wrote my letters. Team 10's letter Dear team 10, I love each and every one of you. You all helped me through rough patches in life. Y'all are like the family I never had. And I will miss y'all but I know y'all won't miss me just promise me you will help Jake move on. I don't want him to stay "loyal" after I'm gone. Thank you and I will always be there in spirit I just couldn't take the hate anymore. Everything will be solved when I'm gone all I ever cause is issues and I'm sorry. All I can say now is goodbye Love;Rik Jakes letter// Dear Jake I really do love more than words can explain, but I can't take the hate anymore I starved myself to make me skinnier so people would shut up. That never did help it got to the point where I got light headed to stand up but I don't care. I have decided to end it this is just getting to hard to handle. I know you say don't listen to the hate but I can't anymore. I'm sorry baby,please move on after I'm gone. Don't let this affect you I will always be with you if you need help. Just know none of this was your fault. My life has always been fucked up from my family to my "boyfriend" to chance and now to social media. I'm sorry and I hope you can forgive me some day. I love you so much babe. XOXO love, Rik
