the pain of your punches
the pain of your kicks
the pain of the sickly smile
you paint on your lips
the pain of the words and the slams of your door
I don't want to go through this pain anymore
the pain of their secrets
the pain of their sneers
the pain of the whispering
that reaches my ears
the pain of the pity I'm given by few
I know that I'll never be pitied by you
the pain of the blade
the pain of the blood
the pain that reminds me
I'll never be enough
the pain of the tears that burn down my face
oh god please take me, take me away
