Few hours after announcing the end of my first fanfic, i recieved lots of personal messages (serious comments back there).
I was supposed to start on the new forthbeam story i envisioned with a bit of supernatural and everything, however due to numb...
Forth was being tormented. The whole time Beam was undergoing his recovery, he could not get close to him. Not even risking seeing him for once. Forth knew that there were eyes watching him from afar.
He could not take care of his raddish boy and be there physically when Beam needed him the most. He knew that if he stays alongside Beam, it would further endanger his life.
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Even if it was hard for him to leave, he chose to disappear and breakup what they have started to build. He locked himself away, focusing only on bringing down the old Sotus system. But deep inside him, he was still hoping for that time when he could live peacefully with Beam.
Beam's father was right when he said that his son is thick headed. If Beam knew what his dad and Forth had agreed upon, he would nag and still persist to be around Forth all the time. Beam would not care less even if his life is at risk.
And now Forth was once again trapped in a situation where he had to ignore Beam with all his might. His heart is getting stabbed million times as he hears Beam blaming himself for whatever happened to their relationship.
"Why did you leave me?" cried Beam in his chest.
"Was it something I did? Was I not enough?"
Forth could not hold it any longer. Their current situation is slowly killing them from the insides. Beam was already breaking apart. He could tolerate all the pain and agony of being separated to Beam, but he cannot live each day knowing that his most treasured person keeps the blame for what he has done.
"Just for tonight.... Please Forth... Please hold me tight.." Beam begged with all his pride stripped off
Forth sighed deep down from his gut. He was giving into the moment. He could not believe that all his effort and self-control for the past six months would be wasted just because of this night.
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"Damn it!" Forth cursed loudly
Forth took over, brought Beam up to sit next to him at the edge of the bed. He is still trying to regret what he's about to do but it was too late. He swept Beam's teary eyes and set his bangs to the side to see Beam's face closely.
