Taking place just a year after the events of What You Left Behind , Chanel is in a different space in life . Finding yourself can be hard , but finding yourself while letting go of who you thought you were is the real challenge.
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Chanel
I laid across Joel's cream colored sofa, a large white blanket on top of me keeping me warm as I watched Dave and Odell play 2K. The guests had left over an hour ago and Joel was in the kitchen making French toast, eggs and hash browns at 2 a.m. Since Odell didn't smoke and Joel had slowed down since having Johan, Dave made me finish every blunt with him. As a result I had been staring at the same spot on the screen for like thirty minutes.
Joel walked into the living room taking a stand and placing it in front of me as she rolled out the tray from it. She walked back into the kitchen bringing me a plate placing it in front of me with a cup of juice. She did the same for Dave and Odell as they were too engulfed in the game to notice.
"Thanks baby"
"Thanks Jo" Still not breaking their attention away Joel laughed as she shook her head walking back into the kitchen she grabbed a cup of juice and came to sit down next to me.
"You not hungry?" I asked her after I said my grace.
She simply shook her head no as she sipped on her juice and read something on her phone.
I dug into the plate, I couldn't tell if the French toast was really this bomb or I was really that lit.
After finishing I got up, taking my plate to the kitchen turning on the water.
"Just rinse it off and leave it in there babe I'll get to it later" I heard Joel call from the living room. I rolled my eyes as I put soap on the dish, washing it and then putting it into the drying rack. I walked back into the living room and grabbed the blanket I had then began making my way towards the stairs.
"You going to bed?" Joel called behind me
"Yeah I'm hit" I yelled back
She laughed "I bought some of that body wash you like and put it in the bathroom, there's towels in the closet next to your room"
"Thank you honey bun" I called out as I walked up the stairs and into "my room". I threw the blanket on the bed and immediately stripped out of my clothes. I turned on the bathtub and began running some warm water. I looked on my song for the perfect album. As I selected Alina Baraz I grabbed the box of matches next to the one candle and lit it. I rolled my eyes noticing that this bathroom was also connected to the other guest bedroom. I locked the door to prevent any disruptions. I closed the door to my room as well but opted not to lock it, as I put my toe in the water for testing, then slowly climbed in and sat down. I leaned up against tub and sunk down into the water until it reached my shoulders.
I closed my eyes and laid my head back as I let the music relax me.
You're a color that don't exist What are you? I hear sounds you make with my lips What are you?
