Lost Memories |BTS JUNGKOOK FANFICTION|

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Jungkook's P.O.V

It sure worked. But once I got close to her everything thing floated away. The plan, my consciousness.

Her eyes softy closed as she gulped I drew closer.

I missed her...

I cupped her cheeks leaning in-

Plan!plan!plan!

I directed my lips up to her forehead planting a soft kiss.
I took in a shaky breath parting away as Jin hyung asked for the chit and it went all how planed.

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After the game everyone got to talking and played silly mini games. Handed Yn her birthday presents.

"Guys I think I should get going" Jiwoo got up checking her watch
"aw no stay for a bit more pls" Yn whined. "Aigoo sorry but I have scedules to follow come on Hae soo" she said

"I wish you'd stay longer but anyways bye" Yn pouted getting  up and going over to her friends leaving them to the front door giving warm hugs before they left.

Slowly the hyungs started to retreat to their rooms as well. Except Jimin and Hobi hyung who went to leave the girls home.

"Ok don't mess it up more get everything cleaned up well" Jin hyung who was the last to leave orderd leaving to his bedroom.

"Okay I should get going too" Yn got up. "And where do think you're going?" I raised a brow. "home?" She shrug. "And why do you think you can escape this?" She smiled sheepishly sitting back down.

"Soo..." I broke the awkward silence. "Ok! you do the dishes I'll clean up the mess" she directed.
"Okay" we got working.

Yn's P.O.V

"It's all your fault Jeon Jungkook"
I sulked. "Ya ya blame it on me" he rolled his eyes cleaning the dishes. "You- why did you do that?" I stopped my work.

"Oh so you're saying me that you wanted that kiss?" He smirked. "I-I never meant anything like that" I stammered. "You just did" he stopped his work coming closer to me.

"What are you trying to do?" I stepped backwards. "Well...giving you what you wanted" he smirked. "Yah-" he closed my mouth with his hand. "Everyone's sleeping"

I kept moving back but couldn't escape the distance "Jmmgkmmk" I took out through my muffled voice. I felt something hard and cold touch my back.

What!? I walked backwards this far?

I begged from my eyes to let him go. Well he did remove his hand off my mouth. "Jungkook please stop" I scolded soflty but he's lost. I didn't know how to snap him out of it.

"Yn I would never do that to you, you know right? You know I love you..." that hit deep

I know....

Tears weld up in my eyes "Jungkook plea-" he cut me off as he softly landed his lips on mine but what shocked me was that he was crying.

I was helpless as he just kissed me.

I sure missed this closeness but-

He left my lips wiping his tears "I'm sorry" he sniffed "i-its okay" I wiped his tears hesitating. It sure took him by surprise cause this closeness was gone between us.

He caught my hand kissing it "I missed your touch" I blinked my tears away at his words "me- ah haha"

What is wrong with me!?

"Let's have a drink" he popped "but the clea-" he cut me off
"It's ok" he grabbed two glasses heading over to the couch and sat down.

"Sit" he patted the place beside him "but-" he rolled his eyes "Come on" I sighed going over to the couch and sat down, he was pouring the drinks.

He handed me a glass as I took a sip "goddammit" I almost spat it out "it tastes horrible" I cough out as he chuckled. "Take another sip maybe it won't then" I did what he said taking a few more sips.

"maybe?"

I ended up drinking a little too much."You know what Yn-" he scooted closer to me. "No! No no don't g-get close to m-me you c-cheater" I took out drunk.

"I did not cheat on you" he whined as I scoffed "you are a patheticcc liieerr" he grabbed my hand his eyes burning cold. "I'm not" his expression scared me a bit.

"If so then what were you doing all over her!" I snapped "she freaking got me drunk!" Tears were streaming down my face mind all fuzzy.

"How could you bring her home!?" I cry out "I did not bring her home!" I was struggling to get my hand out of his grip "you broke me either way" I finally got my hand away.

"Yn just one time hear me out plea-" I cut him off "What more was left to hear Jungkook? I've heard enough that day clearly" I cried, past hitting me. His harsh words replaying in my mind wanting throw myself away.

"Yn!" He shut me up by his rage
"You don't know how hard it was forgetting you for the first time. But seeing you that day sparked a hope in me but got hit again by the fates knowing that you lost our past-" he took in a shaky breath.

"Yn I know I must've said some hurtful words to you that day But loosing you again was not what I wanted. I was drunk. I was out of my mind. I didn't know what I was doing. I wanted you to hear me out at least once but never got the chance" he cupped my cheek.

"I've lost what was between us Jungkook I don't- I can't trust you anymore"

Lie

"Yn just know this I've lost you once but I won't lose you ever again" it left me in awe. I was drunk. Completely had lost it.

He inched closer. His hot breaths on my lips. I drew closer to him as he softly kissed me. I kissed him back hesitantly.

He parted picking me up and heading to his bedroom. "Jungkook you sure?" He threw me on his bed coming on top of me kissing me.

"Yes" he kissed me passionately as his tears fell on my cheek but I was too lost to be bothered.

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