Lost Memories |BTS JUNGKOOK FANFICTION|

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Yn's P.O.V

"Well....you know...." I rolled my eyes at him trying to find an answer. "I'm cold" he cutely let out melting me, I got off the couch.

"Why are you like this" I shook my head at the boy, setting the AC to a warmer temperature. "Thank you" he let out.

I went to him checking his temperature again. "Oh thank god finally" I sighed out.

"You know you should rest too?" He took out worried. "Did you take your pills?" He asked. "Yep" I lied.

"You can't do anything if Jungkook's not around, so stop lying" he caught my hand making me sit beside him. "Oh come on I'm a grown up woman now...I can take care of myslef."

"Tch" he rolled his eyes. "Blabber how much you want" he chuckled as I glared at him.

"Go to sleep Kim Taehyung" I scolded. "I'm not sleepy" he complained. "Well I'm not responsible for that"

"You are" he had a poker face on. "How exactly?" I narrowed my eyes. "Just your presence"

"Oh now you want me to get out of your room" I folded my arms "Fine sleep by yourself" I grumped getting off the bed walking towards the door.

"Yn" he groaned sitting up. "You know that's not what I meant" he sighed out groaning. "Who told you to get up you idiot" I went to him helping him settle down.

"You're not the only person who has the right to worry about others" he scolded softly. "Look at your state, instead of resting you're here taking care of me"

"Yn" he cupped my face. "I really don't wanna loose you again" he begged with his eyes as I sighed closing mine. "Please take care of yourself"

I caught his hand moving it away from my face and holding onto it. "I'm trying my best to not worry you guys but I keep messing up  I'm sorry for that" I chuckle sighing.

"Yn you know we are here for you if you're feeling down...you don't have to keep it inside your heart and be burdened" I teared up at  his soft words.

"Shut up now before I start bawling" I took in a deep breath trying not to break down.

"I'm sorry Yn" he suddenly took out. "Why are you sorry?" I asked confused.

"For not stepping up, for letting you go and for everthing I did" his eyes had a deeper meaning to what he said which I couldn't exactly get cause I was half lost in his eyes.

"I'm sorry too...for leaving" I mumbled out. He kissed my forehead softly, hugging me.

My dizziness hit me, I clutched onto him. "Something wrong?" He asked as I shook my head in denial. "You should go to sleep...enough of this emotional talk"

I got of the bed stumbling as he caught me. "I'm fine don't worry-" just then my body gave up on me.

"Oh dear lords" I sighed out. "Should I call Jungkook?" He panicked, I shook my head trying to get hold of my self.

"Don't, I'll be fine...let him rest." He sighed rolling his eyes. "You did not take your pills" he scolded as I nervously laughed.

"Yn!" He scolded. I felt like throwing up. "Taehyung" I moved his hands away from me getting up. "What are you doing?"

"I need to-" I stumble my way towards the bathroom throwing up.

Fuck this.

Taehyung came after me holding my shoulder as I threw up.

"You should go" I tried to shoo him away but he didn't leave. I cleaned my form up, getting up, he still had me in his hold.

"Where are your pills?" He asked taking me to the bed and making me sit down. "In Jungkook's room of course" he sighed

"Lay down till I come back" he said about to leave.

I caught his hand before he could leave. "Don't go" I gulped down my dry throat.

"Yn you're in no condition right now those pills are important" I shook my head.

"Just stay here with me" his eyes grew soft as he sat down in front of me. "Yn..."

"Tell me now what were you gonna say in my room" I asked.

"I love you" my eyes grew wide at his words

"I loved you" I could read the pain in his eyes. "You were supposed to be mine...not his"

"I- wha- Taehyung?" I tired to process my thoughts into words I could speak but failed.

He snapped out of his dreamy painfull state looking at me. "I'm sorry" he suddenly took out.

"Forget everything I spoke" I sat there not knowing how to respond. "I'm lost" I teared up.

"Don't cry again! YN I'M SORRYY I DIDN'T SPEAK ANYTHING FORGET IT PLS DON'T CRY!" I broke down. "YNN~~" he whined.

"I don't know ho-" I sobbed as he held me in his arms carefully. "Why are you crying~~??"

"I thought all sorts of things and you-" I hugged him tighter. "Aigooo" he chuckled.

"I hate you" I cried out. "You can.. how much you want to"

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A/N: heyoooo hit man bang Introduces bighit second audition-

Ok I'll stop and I apologize

For? You ask?

You know the reason😁

Sorry luvs take care of yourself and be healthy. I'm always with you like a ghost👻

I PURPLE YOU 💜