i forgive you

explanation

EXPLANATION

ok lets get straight to the point.

MADISON was an obsessed schizophrenic. ZAYN was MADISON’s obsession.

In a world where MADISON did not have schizophrenia, she would be your average teenage girl with a crush on a boy. But this isn’t the real world and MADISON can’t control herself or her feelings. She doesn’t have a filter, so she can’t process things as quickly.

In her mind, she has created a relationship with ZAYN. Whenever ZAYN glared at her, she processed it as a wink or romantic gesture. Like I said before, she can’t process things as quickly. She’s having delusions and hallucinations like these for years now.

When ZAYN found her following him home, he decided that that was enough. He felt bad because she kept saying she loved him. He reported her to the principal, and that was just kind of MADISON’s breaking point. She couldn’t take the fact that ZAYN didn’t love her, like she did he, and that he wasn’t really hers. That caused her to have a violent mental breakdown. She was sent to the local mental hospital. She still believed nothing was wrong with her and that her and ZAYN were madly in love.

7 months later, she’s back and even more desperate. ZAYN evidently changed his schedule, to avoid her as much as possible. He planned to go to her house and ask for her to leave him alone. It all backfired. MADISON still wasn’t aware of his hatred for her.

When he showed up at her door, he couldn’t hold it in anymore and began yelling at her. The mental hospital didn’t help her delusions and hallucinations, but it did help her process things. When he was verbally attacking her, she broke. All she could do was cry as ZAYN had a breakdown of his own. 

When he stormed out of MADISON’s house, she was done. She was tired of being how she was, and ZAYN pushed her too hard. She committed suicide. She blamed it all on ZAYN and his ability to not even care for her feelings.

I wouldn't say it's fully ZAYN's fault for her suicide, but he does play a part in it.

INSPIRATION

“Don’t you dare say you’ve never killed anyone,

Because that night,

You killed me.”

ZAYN’S POV CONTINUATION?

Okay, so I was wondering if I should write like, a sequel? It would be a continuation of this, but in Zayn’s POV. It would show how he finds out about Madison’s death and how he copes with it.

It wouldn’t be in letter format like this story, but the chapters would be short. The story would be called I’m Not Sorry.

Comment or vote if you'd like me to do IMN! (:

- karen ♚