I woke up startled. I was back at home but something didn't feel right. It's probably just nothing. I got out of my bed and I opened the door but what I stepped into was a dark abyss. Next thing I knew I was falling and falling. As if I would never stop. My feet would never touched the ground. Now I know where I am.
It's been happening since I was born and I'm not talking bout my seizures.
I'm talking about The Voice. The dark shadow that follows me around and whispers in my ear. The thing that gives me nightmares and pounding headaches. The thing that tells me to give up and give in. I sometimes wonder what would happened if I killed myself would my soul go to rest or would he seize it.
I've only let him in once and because of that I have no parents. I have not told anybody that I have epilepsy only my Ant knows.
I tell everybody my parents had gotten sick and they both died from a fever. I am an only child so it was an easy lie.
I will never reveal the truth. I live with my Ant Gem she knows what really happened but she ignores it. She wants me to become a trained young lady and obtain a rich suitor. Have friends, go to balls and fall in love. How am I supposed to be normal when he is always breathing on my neck.
Like right now.
"Sire! What do you want now?"
You
I hate you so.
But that is not what your heart says
He's not real it's just an episode.
Do you really believe I am not here Violet I have been here since you were born. I was there when your wretched mother gave birth to you.
Do not call my mother retched she was not, she had a simple life and a beautiful soul.
Do you really believe that. Your mother was a whore and your father was a drunk. If your mother had such a "beautiful soul" why would she let your father do what he did to you! You know I will not regret wiping them off this disgusting earth.
Have you ever met yourself, you are the disgusting one. You punish me and follow me everyday. You curse me with these seizures and hurt anyone I love. If you truly love me you wouldn't do that to me.
Cursed you! you died in your past life Violet or should I call you Cleopatra, or Eve or even Amytis. You always remember who I am when I re-entered but God knows what the Angels did to your soul. You've always been wretched but now you're innocent, human, pure.
And with that he disappeared into dust and the world resume. Who and what is he talking about?
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The Victorian Era
Ficción histórica"Violet." He whispered "Violet remember when we use to play hide an seek, oh I really miss young violet she was so fun, but older violet puts up a fight." He sounded very far away and in my ear at the same time. "I have an Idea lets p...
