Ghost (Zayn Malik)

19

*Tara's P.O.V.*

It's been awhile since I seen Toby or my father. Almost 2 weeks. It makes me wonder what they are planning...

Zayn and Perrie are officially a couple. They have been dating for 8 days, and my heart has been in pain for 8 days. Just seeing how happy they are it makes me realize that I will never get to have children, a husband and a family pet that my kids would run around with after they came home from school.

I don't get to have that and I can thank Jake for that. At least he's dead now, rotting in hell.

I'm really scared for what Toby and Charlie are planning. It's been so silent and when my dad was silent, it meant something huge is going to happen. And something tells me that someone isn't going to come out alive.

I was biting my nails as I sat on the couch in Callie's living room. She was out with Perrie and Zayn and she demanded I stay here and relax because I've been worried for the past couple weeks.

Zayn thinks he's in the clear. He thinks it's okay from him to walk home alone. But he's so wrong, so so wrong. He's been the most carefree person. He disappears for the day, not telling me where he's going, then comes back in the middle of the night. He is still staying at Callie's. I convinced him to at least stay here.

I stood up and paced the room. I was stressed out. They said they were going out to eat. They left almost 5 hours ago. Thoughts start swarming through my head. What if Toby kidnapped them? What if he shot all of them and their dead bodies lay in an ally? What if he's choking Zayn right now and he's screaming for your help?

The last one frightened me. I shook off all my negative thoughts. They are fine. I assured myself. To get my mind off of things I walked  out the door and headed to a place I haven't been to in a long, long time.

My tombstone.

I walked through the cemetery, looking for the familiar cherry blossom tree. They buried my body right next to the beautiful tree.

I strolled up to it once I spotted it. I brushed the pink petals that fell off the tree off of the top of the tombstone.

I traced the engraved writing.

Tara Drake
November 17, 1993 - January 23, 2014
A best friend, A loving fiancèe, a future mother

I reread the last part. A future mother...that means I was pregnant when i was killed? I WAS PREGNANT?!

So not only did Jake kill me, he killed my child. So then where is he or she?

Does...Does Zayn know? It felt like someone grabbed my stomach and twisted it. They would most likely tell Zayn I was pregnant. So, then why wouldn't he tell me?

I stood up and ran out of the cemetery and headed towards Callie's. I was praying to God that they would be back.

I rushed inside and Callie and Zayn were  on the couch watching tv. Perrie must have gone home.

"I was pregnant!?" I yell. Callie's eyes went wide and she turned to Zayn.

"Tara was pregnant!?"

*Zayn's P.O.V.*

Dinner was fantastic. We ended up staying until it closed. Then Callie and I walked my girlfriend, A.K.A. Perrie, back to her house.

I was sitting on the couch with Callie and we were watching tv. I don't know what show it was, I was just staring at the moving pictures.

Callie startled me when she turned to me and yelled, "Tara was pregnant!?" Aw, shit. My eyes widened and I couldn't make a sound through my throat. Finally I was able to speak after nearly choking on my breath.

"T-the paramedics...they found out..."

"And you kept it from me!? I was the one who deserved to know the most, I was carrying the damn child!" Callie's voice repeated what Tara was saying.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know what to do! I had to go through the death of you and my own child!"

"It was my kid, too! I wish I would've known! I would've...tortured Jake." I winced at how evil she sounded. Callie was speaking but you could almost hear Tara's voice coming out of her mouth. "H-how far was I?" Callie whispered.

"3 weeks." My voice was light and soft, despite the fact my heart felt cold and heavy. I shouldn't have kept it from her. I didn't want her to be in any pain. I realize how selfish this situation is. I didn't tell my dead fiancee that she was pregnant when she died and now our baby is dead.

I hope our baby is lying in the plush clouds right now. Waiting for mama to join him or her. Then I realize I'm the one holding back mama. It's my fault Tara isn't in Heaven right now with our baby. Maybe if I were to kill myself we could be a happy family in Heaven-no stop Zayn. You will grow old and die, then you can meet your baby.

I then also realize how messed up my life is right now. I'm a father to a dead child and a fiance to a dead girl.

And on top of that I have an alive girlfriend.

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(A/N:) Guys Ghost is almost over:'( Only like 2, maybe 3, chaps left. And I most likely will be doing the After Life series thing. And that will be in here, in this book.

Tara's pregnant or was. So where is the child? in Heaven or still in Taras belly?????? ;D

Mostly a filler chapter, not much happened....Well something happened but only 1 thing.

This book broke 400 reads(: couldn't be happier, thanks so much guys!! So sad it's ending soon D: But don't forget to check out my other books; such as The Babysitter (Ashton Irwin)

OMG 1D IS OFFICIALLY 4 YEARS OLD!!!!! It's so sad to think about it. A little over 4 years ago What Makes You Beautiful came out. That feels like it was  yesterday, not 4 fucking years ago!!!!!!

I made a fan account on Twitter it's @1D_5SOS_Cody I don't have that many followers yet but I just made it yesterday soo.... And I also may get a little crazy on there b-t-dubs....

Well I think that's all I have to say for now. Bye guys!(:

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