Forever (Jacob Whitesides Fan Fiction) Book 2

chapter 29:

Jacobs Pov:

I had to tell everyone immediately what happend  and we were all sad Aria was taking it hardest and we were miserable at best together. Aria keeps saying it's her fault that our baby isn't here but It's nobody's fault. Every night since the miscarraige I cried just thinking about it. But Aria she cry at least three times a day. It hasn't been a full week since the miscarraige but I told her we can try again but she distances herself away from me. It's like she doesn't love me anymore.

I walk over to Aria who I see sitting at the counter looking at paticular nothing she's just looking into space and she's zoneing out and I could tell she was thinking about the baby. I hugged her tightly from behind "we can try again you know" I say to her. "Oh so we can lose another baby" she says. 

"I know where you're coming from and how you feel but Aria we will get over this and we will have a baby and everything will be okay" I tell her. She looks down and she knew I was right "listen Jacob I'm just not ready" she says softly. "I'm sorry for being a bitch" she says. I pull her into another hug "it's okay we're just going through a tough time right now."

I nodded my head agreeing with her that maybe it wasn't time yet I understood her. We just have to take a little more time for this. She sits down and I sat beside her and I notice something on her arm. Actually her wrist. It looked to me like a scar. "You alright?" I asked her sounding concerned.

I didn't let her awnser and I rolled up her sleeve more I felt my heart start to hurt again "Aria..what's this?" I questioned her while my jaw dropped. She pushes me away "Don't worry about it if my baby didn't get a good life why should I?" she says.

I grabbed her arm and looked at them again "but why? we can try again" I say. "There isn't a point forget" she says looking away from me. I took her wrist and I kissed her scars "You're perfect, and I love you with all my heart..someday we can try this again" I explain to her.

"maybe not" she says and pulls away from me.