28: I messed up.

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Normal POV

"Go!" The others shouted at Sean and Kaycee, pushing them away

The two giggle and started walking

Sean POV

After we were sent off by our friends, we both started to walk. There was a short awkward silence, before I broke it

"So." I looked up at the sky

"So.." She said back, not really knowing what to do

We both started to giggle, we looked over at each other and smiled.

I should of planned this through more, ugh, I'm so stupid.

We both started to talk, but not how we usually do.. it was awkward, and there was this weird tension between us, one we never had, or were used to having.

There goes my chances with Kaycee..

I'm such an idiot!

Kaycee POV

I thought he would do better.. Maybe I'm not special enough. I get it.

I shouldn't judge too quickly tho.

Maybe it will get better? Maybe he's playing an act!

Oh boy did I play myself.
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"10:30" I mentioned

We were leaving at 11, and as much as I loved Sean, this was hell.

I thought we were going to have a good time, and maybe.. have my first kiss, and boyfriend along with this date.. but it all went downhill.

We both started to walk back to our spot, to try and loosen the mood, he put his arm around me, which I smiled at, for some reason I felt this anger, but I didn't let it show. I looked up at him and smiled, he smiled back revealing his adorable dimples.

I poked at his dimple, earning a giggle.

Suddenly I felt a bit better, but that doesn't make up for this 'date' if this is what dates are like, I never want to go on another one ever again.

We continued to walk in silence, the awkward kind of silence.

I still loved him, I just wished this would of went better. Sigh.

Normal POV

The two came back to the spot

"Uh Oh." The others said, seeing the expression on their faces

"Maybe their messing with us" Julian said, having faith, knowing they were those people.

But almost everyone knew, this time, it wasn't a joke.

"Yeah" The others agreed

The group was already packed

The two separated and grabbed their bags, the two went ahead and started walking, without saying a word.

"Harsh" Josh said putting his hand on his chest

Expecting at least a smile from the two

"I wonder what happened" Bailey said

They all started to walk, everyone got in the car, again Sean and Kaycee sat next to each other in the back, and from there they left the beach.

Sean couldn't help but put his eyes on her. He couldn't believe what a disaster that was.

Kaycee avoid eye contact, still trying to process things in her head.
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They arrived back at the cottage, and Sean and Kaycee, didn't feel like talking to their friends about what happened, so they both ended up heading straight to their room.

"We're leaving tomorrow so pack tonight, or pack early morning" Will mentioned, everyone nodded and headed to their rooms

Sean POV

Kaycee and I walked in our room, and we both decided to start packing, since we both couldn't sleep, and we had to anyways.

I felt incredibly awful, a special gal like her shouldn't have had her first date, be that. Ugh, I hate myself! I need to make it up to her, or at least apologize.

A few minutes past as we continued to pack. I saw her walk away, from her bag, so I took that as a chance, I went away from my bed walking past her, and before she could go any further, I grabbed her wrist.

To my surprise, she didn't pull away, but instead, she stopped and turned to me. And smiled.. smiled!

I let go of her wrist, and put my hands on her waist pulling her closer to me.

Her arms stayed by her sides, usually she would wrap them around my neck, but I understood her, I was stupid! I wrapped my arms around, pulling her, as our stomachs pressed against each other, I laid my lips on her forehead, and a tear fell from my eye. It may not seem like a 'big deal' but I screwed up, and it wasn't a big deal, it was a huge deal!

My tear fell onto her head, I felt her hands cup my face, pulling me back, she wiped the tear off my face and smiled at me. "I messed up" I said "yeah you did" She Giggled

"I'm sorry" I frowned

She put her finger on the end of my lips, pushing them upwards, trying to make me smile. I kept the frown on my face, suddenly a frown started to appear on her face, A pang in my chest shocked me.

I've never seen her frown..

My jaw dropped, as she giggled, her sweet giggle..

No more holding back right?

I smashed my lips onto hers, she was in shock, but slowly fell into it, she wrapped her arms around my neck, and I couldn't have been more happier, nothing can ruin this.

We both pulled back, our smiles went from ear to ear, I swept her off her feet, and carried her bridal style, I walked over to the couch, and sat her on my lap. She booped my nose, and smiled.

Kaycee POV

Wow. Shamu kissed me! How did I get so lucky to have someone like him?

We spent the rest of the night talking, laughing, and having a great time overall.

Few hours past, and we both still having a great time.

"I'm surprised you've never had a girlfriend before.." I mentioned still in a bit shock

"Are you kidding?! I've never even touched a girl!" He threw his arms up, I giggled, but still in a bit shock

"Until last year, when I got to work with this beautiful girl.." Right when he said that I put my head down, not realizing he was staring at me..

"I think he name was Kaycee Rice?" He said putting his finger tips under my chin raising my head making me face him.

"Also the first time I fell in love.. I still am.." He added, which made my cheeks heat up.

He removed his hand and continued, "Man, her rosy tinted cheeks, Her beautiful bright smile that literally made rainbows! Her gorgeous brown eyes, I get lost every single damn time! She's hilarious! Never failed to put a smile on my face. She has this kind heart, an absolute sweetheart, my heart homie, I Fell for her-" I cut him off, I licked my lips and giggled "Her laugh gosh.." He happily sighed, I giggled again and pressed my lips onto his.

We pulled away, "Yup, still in love with her.." He smiled, I giggled and rushed in to hug him, I wrapped my arms around his torso, as he hugged my head, rubbing me gently with his thumb.

Soon after, we fell asleep, after a few more talks, how am I going to explain how much I love him?

I couldn't think much, as I drifted off to sleep.

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Sorry if this triggered you a bit, Dw it will hopefully get better, this book reached 10k!! I'm so happy, omg! I love y'all sm! And with that I gave you this trash of a chapter haha, but their first kiss 😉 and remember Fan Fiction isn't over yet! I sadly don't think I will be making a sequel, but will work on a new, different Seaycee Fan Fiction, with a new plot, so yeah, bye! 💙

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