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JIMIN
I just

JIMIN
jihyun..

JIMIN
I wasnt trying to leave him, I never would've dreamt of doing that to him..

JIMIN
he's such a sweetheart..

JIHYUN
well that's what you did, that's how he felt

JIHYUN
he hurt for YEARS thinking he did something wrong

JIHYUN
he figured he somehow managed to push your limits and that's why you left with no goodbye

JIHYUN
he convinced himself that confessing was the only thing left to do

JIHYUN
he was shy and hoped you would do it first as the hyung but.. you know him, he thought you liked him back so he went for it anyways

JIHYUN
it was more than that, wasn't it? you didnt like him back. you loved him back

JIHYUN
you just never told him, that's why he got discouraged

JIHYUN
he wanted to be happy with you, to know what it's like to be in love for once

JIHYUN
he knew about your debut, he clearly knew you'd be busy and touring

JIHYUN
instead of facing that with him..

JIHYUN
instead of being his boyfriend and allowing the two of you to be happy.. to compromise and travel together..

JIHYUN
you were a coward

JIHYUN
you fucking left him jimin

JIMIN
I KNOW AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT

JIMIN
YOU THINK I DIDNT SIT AROUND AT NIGHT, ALL ALONE.. SOBBING MY EYES OUT BECAUSE I WASNT IN HIS ARMS??

JIMIN
YOU REALLY THINK MY HEART DIDNT SHATTER WHEN I HEARD I WOULDNT BE HOME FOR TWO YEARS?

JIMIN
THAT ID MISS HIS JOURNEY THROUGH SCHOOL?? GROWING UP??

JIMIN
YOU THINK I DONT LOVE THAT BOY WITH EVERY OUNCE OF MY BEING AND DIDNT PUT HIM FIRST WHEN I MADE THAT DECISION??

JIHYUN
wait what?

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