Chapter 31

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"Omg" Niall gasped as he looked at his soon to be husband.

Shawn had cuts and bruises all over his face. There were 13 stitches (hehe get what I did? No? Ok bye) from the outside of his eyebrow  his hair line. His head was wrapped in a big white bandage and his left leg was in a full cast. His left wrist was also in a cast. He had so mnay tubes and wires attached to his body. His eyes were closed peacefully. If Niall didn't know any better he would've thought Shawn was already dead.

"Omg Shawn! This is all my fault I'm so sorry baby." Niall said while running to Shawns side and grabbing his right hand and holding it gently.

"Niall, were gonna give you a minute ok buddy?" Calum says as he and Louis leave the room, gently closing the door behind them.

"Shawn, I'm so sorry. I should've never texted you. It's all my fault. If you are gonna die I need to tell you something. I hope you can hear me. Shawn Peter Raul Mendes, i knew from the second I commented on your NYC post that you were the one who I would love for eternity. How did I know that? No fucking idea at all, but a feeling in my gut told me to persist and get that guy. Shawn, you are the reason I wake up in the morning, you are my light at the end of a dark tunnel, you are my night in shining armor, you are my sun on a dark and stormy day, you are the Jack to my Rose, you are my best friend, my fiancé and my other half. I could never live without you and I never want to find out either. Shawn, baby, I Love You with all my heart and more. I need you in life. Please, don't die. Shawn, please, don't leave me" After Niall was finished he burst out crying and fell to his knees.

*Shawns POV* omg a POV!  😂
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I heard a door open and a few people walk in. "Omg" I heard my angel Niall gasp.

"Omg Shawn! This is all my fault I'm so sorry baby." I heard Niall say as I felt someone grab my hand gently.

"Niall! Niall, baby I'm here! Please help me! Why can't I see you? Where are you? What's happening?" I tried to say. Nothing came out.

"Niall, were gonna give you a minute ok buddy?" I heard someone say. Calum. That was Calum. Why is he here? Is everyone here?

I heard two pairs of footsteps head towards what it think is the door. I heard a door open and close. Yep its a door.

I felt Niall shift closer to my body slowly.

"Shawn, I'm so sorry. I should've never texted you. It's all my fault."

" No Niall baby, it's not your fault" I tried to scream. Again, nothing came out.

" If you are gonna die I need to tell you something.
I hope you can hear me.

"I can hear you love" Why can't I speak?

" Shawn Peter Raul Mendes, i knew from the second I commented on your NYC post that you were the one who I would love for eternity. How did I know that? No fucking idea at all, but a feeling in my gut told me to persist and get that guy. Shawn, you are the reason I wake up in the morning, you are my light at the end of a dark tunnel, you are my night in shining armor, you are my sun on a dark and stormy day, you are the Jack to my Rose, you are my best friend, my fiancé and my other half. I could never live without you and I never want to find out either. Shawn, baby, I Love You with all my heart and more. I need you in life. Please, don't die. Shawn, please, don't leave me" I hear his body hit the floor and his hand that's holding mine weakens a bit.

If I could cry I would. Let's just say I'm brain crying.

"Niall, I Love You for infinity❤" I still try to say even though I know nothing will come out.

"I will never leave you Niall, never."

I hear a door open and footsteps as I assume Calum had come back into the room.

"Niall, mate? We should get you home so you can properly rest" I hear a voice that's not Calums or Nialls say. Louis? He hates me tho? Oh, he doesn't hate Niall though.

"No I won't leave him here, look at him! It awfull!" I hear Niall respond.

Omg, what do I look like?!

"Niall your no use to Shawn when your tired and hungry" I hear the familiar voice if Michael Clifford.

"I would wack you with a broom and my enormous dick if I could Michael" I shout. My voice only swirls around my mind, not doing anything but annoying me.

"He's so handsome still" Nialls says as I feel drop of liquid hit my hand. Is he crying? Over me? God I love this boy!

"C'mon let's get you back to my house, your in not condition to be by yourself"

Michael chill...

"ok" i hear him sigh, "Shawn, I Love You. I'll be back soon."

No, wat! He's leaving? I'm stuck here in the dark by myself?! No Niall!!! Don't leave me. Please... Don't leave.

The door closes as they leave and I'm left here in the dark with nothing but my mind.

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Fuckity fuck fuck. Jeez this chapter is just ouch!

Kissy💋

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