Friendly Desire | Jikook |

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Jungkook stood there awkwardly after Sungi said that. He then glanced at Jimin to see his reaction. Jimin was giving Sungi a death stare. Jungkook glanced back at Sungi and laughed. "Haha, I'm just acting like a Hyung." He said.

Sungi giggled "sure." He shrugged his shoulders and left the studio first. Jungkook waved at Jimin but he didn't wave back.

Jungkook ignored it and left.

After a couple of hours, jungkook took a small break. Sungi ran to him happily. "Here you go, Hyung!" He said giving jungkook a banana milk. Jungkook rose a brow as he looked at his other hand.

"Sungi... why do you have soju?" He asked suspiciously.

"N-Not for me! It's for um.." Sungi started to panic. The look of worry in his face was obvious.

"Sungi... you aren't allowed to drink. You are too young." Jungkook said as he took the soju bottle and gave him the banana milk.

Sungi sat next to Jungkook "I'm sorry... it helps me with handling stress." He said as he opened the banana milk.

Jungkook chuckled "Stress... we all have it. Don't drink again, I'm serious." He said in a scary voice.

Sungi nodded "If you don't like me drinking, then I won't do it, Hyung." He said making Jungkook realise something. This is how he exactly acts with Jimin. If Jimin wants something, he gives it to him. If Jimin doesn't like something, he stops doing it.

"Sungi... I think you should get friends your age." Jungkook said.

Sungi shook his head "I like being friends with Hyung! You are strong, funny, and handsome!" He said.

Jungkook sighed "Sungi, no-"

"I like you! I like you, Hyung." Sungi said. He was staring directly at jungkook's eyes.

Jungkook swallowed as he inhaled. "I'm almost five years older than you." He replied.

Sungi shrugged his shoulders "I'm still attracted to you, as a man." He said.

Jungkook sighed and smiled. He patted sungi's head "Aigoo, you are?" He said. He decided to handle it playfully. Sungi is a child for him. He can't see him as a man.

Sungi shoved jungkook's hand away "I'm serious! Even though I'm younger... you shouldn't just not take my feelings seriously." He said annoyed.

Jungkook smiled and opened the soju bottle. He drank a little and looked at Sungi "What makes you attracted to me?" He asks.

Sungi bit his lip and looked away. Shy, he blushed a little. "Hyung is... very strong. Your body must be very built. You are also very handsome! Also, you care a lot for me. Anyone would be attracted to you, Hyung." He said as he looked at jungkook again. "I really, like you." He added.

Jungkook nodded "Let me tell you things you don't know. I'm broke, I can't even afford shoes. I can't provide a good house. I work two jobs... I am a failure. The last person you want to like, is me." He said.

Sungi pinched jungkook's arm. "AH! You brat!" He said rubbing his arm.

Sungi pouted and teared up "You are so harsh... I like you because of you. I don't care about money. I don't see you as a failure. HYUNG! I hate you now for saying that about yourself." He started sobbing.

Jungkook's eyes widened. "Shit... sorry. Um, don't cry." He said not knowing how he should make it up to him.

"Hyung... I'm not expecting you to like me back. Instead of that, I'm expecting you to see how good of a person you are." He sobbed as he stood up and left running.

Jungkook sighed "I can't even pay for food anymore..." He teared up and chugged the soju bottle. He skipped lunch and breakfast for the day. But luckily, Jimin bought him dinner.

Jungkook went back home really late. He was drunk. He spent his tips on soju to get drunk. He felt disgusted. He hated himself. He was feeling like he was being choked by his own hands. He opened the door and banged it shut. Making Jimin flinch as he got up from the bed. Looking at jungkook and realising he wasn't acting the same.

"Jungkook... did you drink?" He asked as he walked up to him.

Jungkook grinned "Look at me." He said.

Jimin frowned, he knew jungkook is drunk. Usually, jungkook turns into a completely different person. "Jungkook..." He sighed.

"LOOK AT ME" He yelled as he held jimin's cheeks. Making him look at his face.

"I am." Jimin answered.

Jungkook smiled, the tears were running down his cheeks. "Good, can you see now the truth? Can you see how disgusting I am? Can you see how worthless I am? Can you see-"

Jimin pulled jungkook into a hug. Not letting him complete what he was saying. He hugged him and put his hand over his mouth. Shutting him up. "You idiot." He felt heart broken.

Jungkook cried silently more "Can you see how much I don't deserve you..." He thought as he hugged Jimin.

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