Depressed

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Why depression is so hard to understand?   Why when you need some fu**ing words that can describe you to other people you just can't find them ? like me right now. I have so many things to say but I know I'm not going to say what's really going on my head, but imma try to . I'll say everything because I hate to pretend like I'm fine all the time, when in the fact I'm eating my heart out. That emptiness I have inside makes me want to just sit alone and cry till I'm done. I just want to release my feeling its trying to put myself together every morning just to break again at night. I just want to stay broken so I can slowly mend myself. I just need more time maybe. I guess I'm going to let you here, but before I go I just want you to remember that : "staying alone can scare you but being in a bad relationship or friendship may damage you more" so choose which one you find it better for you. Hahah for me I prefer to stay alone and forever alone :")). Hmm because simply who....

 Hmm because simply who

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