구해줘 (guhaejwo) • k.is + k.ch

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the noise chani made scared both inseong and youngbin LOL

"let me guess, you scared chani? and he left, kinda?" taeyang voiced out as soon as inseong step foot into zuho's dorm room, throwing on a random shirt.

"how did you know?"

"hyung sense, i guess." taeyang shrugged, walking into the kitchen as zuho made inseong sit down.

"i scared him bad. and he chose jaeyoon over me." inseong groaned.

"it's because you scared him, that's why he went to jaeyoon. think, had he ever went to anyone else when you two are on good terms?" zuho asked as taeyang made tea for everyone.

"no. i was always the first one he goes to."

"you got your answer!" zuho stated, drinking his tea. inseong followed suit.

"but i don't know if he still hates me. i know from exprience that if someone's still mad at you, you don't confront them straight away."

"when you do something usually, like i don't know, teasing him or tickling him, does he stay forever mad?" taeyang sat on the other side of inseong.

"no, he'll make a face but he's back to normal after that."

"if it makes you feel better, jaeyoon called to say chani won't stop crying for you after he woke from a nightmare and jaeyoon can't do much." zuho enlightened.

"it's better for him to he with jaeyoon, i guess." inseong gritted.

"someone who cares, someone who will keep his jealousy at bay. unlike me."

"are you even hearing youself? this ain't the inseong hyung i know. damn, so whipped for chani till you became dumber." zuho fights back, laughing lightly at the end of the sentence.

"inseong hyung wouldn't easily concede defeat, inseong hyung wouldn't and would never doubt himself. hyung will never give up in pursuing what he loves." the younger slumps back into his seat on the couch.

"you literally fought with the damn school headmistress because she insisted that you took science major instead of your music dream, don't think i didn't know. you're still the talk even now! juniors of all majors know about you and your stunt." inseong sighed.

"why did you bring that up for?"

"if you were willing to fight for your major, why are you not willing to fight for your love?" inseong let out another sigh.

zuho was right, it didn't make any sense.

"chani has his own feelings-" before he could even start to counter zuho's point, the latter nearly growled at him.

"stop making excuses to make youself feel good about this! just admit it hyung, you're scared of fighting for chani because you are afraid of losing him."

"love-" taeyang wanted to cut in, just in case this conversation was gonna lead to a fight.

"babe, i have to throw it into his face. i'm not gonna sugarcoat my words for him just because his hyung." zuho reassures the younger.

inseong looked at taeyang for help. the younger couldn't do much but sighed in agreement.

"i have to agree with zuho about this. chani, he really does love you. all he ever talks was about you. how you'll wake him up with forehead kisses, how you'll cook for him, how you bought anything he wanted without a second thought," taeyang took a sip of his tea.

"chani's so whipped for you, how could he just cut of all ties with you in a matter of hours? it's impossible." the youngest gathered all the empty glasses on the table and bought it to the kitchen to wash.

"think about it hyung, is chani worth your fight, even if you lose?" zuho said before leaving the living room as well, to give inseong space.

inseong stared at the glass table infront of him, watched how dust settled onto the surface.

it wasn't that hard of a decision, he wondered why he was trying so hard to forget that fact he's whipped for chani as well.

inseong fought for his custody without a second thought of the probability of a lawsuit during the ride with the police, since chani's parents are damn well alive in hongseong.

if he fought for chani then without even thinking of the costly consequences, why is this situation any different?

inseong softly slammed his fist onto the table, a sense of determination building inside him. his answer was clear.

yes, he is so fucking worth.