My Innocent Baby | 2jae

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Jaebum's pov

Yesterday Youngjae came to show me his amazing result at the test we both worked so hard for, I was feeling so so proud and when he had kissed my nose I seriously didn't know what to do, is he forgiving me? Well for this I'll have to meet up with him today. He told me to join him in front of the school, to the place where there's a big tree which is really calm since no one is there after lunch time. I left the two jinson idiots together at the cafeteria and was walking to the said place starting to feel nervous.

When I reached the tree I could see Youngjae sitting on a bench nearby and walked to him. He sat there waiting, his eyes suddenly lit up when he saw me.

-Hi Jaebum hyung! I greeted him and he motionned me to sit next to him and I followed.

We sat there quietly both not daring to talk or even begin the conversation, he was swinging his feet not touching the ground which was absolutely the cutest thing ever. But I decided to break the awkwardness.

-Maybe we should just go straight to the point? I asked and he nodded. What do you want to know or ask about what Mark said? I saw the look in his eyes searching for the right thing to say.

-Hm... A-are you a... a f-fuck boy? He said shyly.

-I used to be. He gave me a 'explain yourself' look before I could continue, I used to "play around" with girls and boys before because I wasn't the type of boy to be able to settle in a relationship. But without even noticing, since I met you I stopped, so I haven't had anyone since we met. It was hard to explain and I wasn't asking Youngjae to forgive me because I did was a fuck boy and he will surely never trust me anymore knowing my past.

-Then... was I that kind of... target? Is that why you were so nice to me? His voice cracked and he lowered himself behind his hair, avoiding eye contact. A sudden pain hit my heart and I knew the way he said it was the reason.

-I don't really know... Maybe you were, unconsciously, but if I were the same fuck boy as before I would surely not have been that careful and patient... He looked up to me with his adorable eyes still confused, What I'm trying to say is m-maybe I got somehow... a-attracted to you and I just wanted to protect you, the way you smile, the innocent little Youngjae you are. I tried to hide the little stuttering by finishing quickly but he sure noticed it and I could see a light blush spreading on his -always so bubbly- cheeks.