Chapter 12

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Chapter 12

(Taylor POV)

I laid on my bed and started to cry. I messed up the chance of me and Liam being together. I'm a whore! I don't even deserve Liam, he's was great and should be with a super model. I started to cry even more, I should stop thinking about him. I heard the doorbell ring, I didn't feel like getting it. I would just let my mother or father to get the door.

"Taylor, its for you!" I heard my mother yell.

"Send them up." I yelled. I heard a knock at my door, I got up and walked to the door. I thought it was Michelle or Taylor but no. It was Liam, his hair was straight and brushed to one side. His brown eyes looked deeply into my blue puffy red eyes.

"What are you going here." I said as my voice cracked.

"You been crying haven't you." He said avoiding my question. I nodded my head yes and felt tears run down my cheek. I walked to my bed before Liam could wipe the tears away. He sat in front of me on my bed.

"Taylor." Liam said.

"I'm a whore!" I yelled into my pillow.

"Taylor no your not." He said.

"You don't know if I am or not." I whispered, sitting up straight.

"Taylor I don't care about that, I want you no matter what." He said placing his hand on my cheek.

"You deserve someone much better than me." I said.

"No, your perfect to me." He said as his lips touched my lips. Are kiss was magical, his kisses were soft and gentle.

"I want you to be mine and I'll be yours." He said and kissed my forehead.

I smiled knowing I shouldn't be with a sweet Guy like him because I was a bitch. Liam was a gentlemen, sweet, smart and deserved a beautiful girl. Liam saw the good side in me, I opened up and smiled more around him. He could make me a whole new me, a better me. Harry was just a fling and didn't mean anything. I never had a long relationship with a boy, it was a few weeks and then ended. I would hold on to Liam and make it work him.

"Your perfect to me and I wouldn't want you change." Liam said.

"Thank you." I whispered in his ear. I wrapped my arms around him and he did the same.

(Jocelyn POV)

"Wake up my love." A gorgeous British voice said. I open my eyes to see Louis, as he kissed me on my cheek.

"Hi." I said smiling.

"Come on." He said. We walked into the kitchen.

"You want to make pancakes?" I asked.

"Sure." He said. We got the stuff to make pancakes and started to cook then. Louis threw some flour at me and it landed on my tank top.

"I'm going to get you back." I said as I put my hand in the flour, getting a hand full and throwing it on him. He grabbed me around my waist, spinning me around.

"Put me down." I said laughing.

"Nope." He said and stopped. He kissed me softly and smiled. He let go of me, standing in front of him.

"Well, are pancakes aren't good." I said smiling.

"We can fix them." He said.

We made new pancakes and ate them. We cleaned up the big mess of flour everywhere. There was flour in my hair on my tank top, needing to take a shower. I looked at Louis, his hair was messy with flour in it but it was cute.

"I need to take a shower." I said.

"Okay." He said as I followed him to the bathroom.

"But I don't have clean clothes." I looked at him.

"Well, I could buy you knew clothes."

"No, I'll see if Michelle could bring me some."

"I'll just go to Michelle's and pick the clothes up so she doesnt have to leave."

"Oh, Zayn is at her house."

"Yep, I'll be back my love." He kissed me on the cheek, as I headed to the bathroom.

I came out of the bathroom and saw my clothes on the bed. He got my red skinny jeans and London T-shirt. I grabbed them and changed into them. I came out and saw a short light blue dress on the bed. I picked it up and looked at it.

"Do you like it?" Louis asked.

"Yes, but what is it for?" I asked.

"For tonight."

"Tonight?"

"I'm taking you to dinner."

"Thank you."

I jumped into his arms and kissed him. He was the best boyfriend I ever had. I was going to go out with my boyfriend to dinner and its going to be perfect. I loved how he surprised me with picnic in the park, the lovely note, and now the dress. He made me happy and made me forget the problems I had.

I changed into the blue dress that Louis had bought me. I put my black flats on and put on mascara and peach lipstick. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Louis face light up. He walked up to me and held my hand.

"Your beautiful." He said.

"And your handsome." I said.

"Let's go."

We walked out of the hotel to a black limo. I was surprised by the limbo, I thought we would just take some other car. We got in the limo and the driver drove to St John's restaurant. We walked in and sat down at a table. It was fancy, I never been here before. It was nice for him to take me here and buy me the dress. The waitress came over and we ordered are food. We talked and laughed about things that happened to us.

"I'm going to take you to the beach." He said.

"Okay, I love the beach." I said.

"Its going to be fun."

"I know it will be, I use to go with my mother but not anymore."

"Why not?"

"Because she works a lot." I didn't tell him that my mother left me by myself.

"Well, now it can be mine and your thing."

"Okay."

I smiled at him and he kissed me. He paid for the meal and we started to leave. We walked out of the door when bright flashes and people talking almost pushed me over. Louis grabbed my hand to move me in front of him. He put his hands on my waist. I could hear the paparazzi asked Louis "Louis, did you tell the boys about your girlfriend" and "How long have y'all been dating." Then they asked me "Are you using him?" and "Is this just a fling" and the worse one was " Are you pregnant?" When I heard the questions I felt my heart stop. Then I heard Louis say "She's my girlfriend, that's all you need to know and who ever asked her if she was pregnant that just mean and hateful."

We finally made it through the paparazzi, Louis opened the door for me. I felt tears bubbling up in my eyes. We got back to the hotel and I went straight to the room. I sat down on the bed and started to cry. Louis walked in front of me and kneeled down. He placed his hand on my cheek.

"Jocelyn, don't listen to them." He said.

"I'm fat, I look pregnant." I said.

"No your not" he pulled me up and walking me to the mirror."Your just right." He said and kissed my cheek.

"Are you lying?" I asked as I stopped crying.

"No and I'll prove it." He pushed me in the living where Harry and Niall were.

"Boys is she fat?" He asked them.

"No, your skinny." Harry said.

"Nope, not at all." Niall said.

"Thank you." I said.

I walked back into the room and changed my clothes. I laid on Louis bed, he came in and laid next to me. Louis kissed me good night as I closed my eyes.

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