Out of Reach (on hold)

One Step Closer

Hi ~NisreenAye~

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Casey's POV

I sat at the table not really comfortable with the atmosphere and talk around here.

I felt a hand hold onto mine, an that's when the sensational feeling and chills went up and down my body.

"Hey, you okay angel?" he asked.

Angel? I have never been called angel before, everyone just calls me something that has to do with being a badass chick.

I have him genuine smile. "I'm okay" I answered.

He leaned down and gave my hand a small kiss then reached and left a long lingering kiss on my cheek.

"Ahem"

Someone cleared their throat.

"We would love to earth is food without barging it up, okay thank you"

It was Nick who said that. McKale gave a hard look to Nick, who sank low on his seat.

I needed to think of a way to tell my dad and the Alpha what went on, but knowing Alpha Blake he won't take it nicely.

"I'm really tired, I have a massive headache. I'll think il just go upstairs and ready for a while" I told McKale.

I grabbed my plate, wrapped the rest off my food in glad wrap and put it in the fridge. As I was walking up the steps I felt someone grab onto my arm, when I turned and it was McKale.

It will always be him, and that's the thing that hurts the most. Not a lot of people get this type of opportunity to be loved by someone so much that it hurts.

He may not have said he loves me, but every time a person meets their mate its love at first site. Every werewolf was beautiful because humans and werewolves are very, very different.

Because a werewolf is stronger physically, mentally and emotionally the females give birth at five months of pregnancy. That's the time where all baby's are beautiful and have good skin complexion.

It was really rare to see a werewolf not born on the fifth month, and it was also really really rare to have a child that was disabled.

And that's the thing, I want kids, I want little pups running around in the house while me and my mate would run and play with them.

It was always my dream to have kids and have a loving mate.

But with these circumstances I won't think it will happen.

I had to tell McKale what was going on, I had to tell him the truth.

McKale looked me into my eyes with concern and worry, I couldn't look at him knowing that he cared about me.

And just a few days ago I wanted to kill him, my own mate, the man who can give me what I wanted and fulfil my dreams.

I'm going to tell him. I have to tell him! He deserves to know.

"McKale I really need to tell you something it's urgent" I said.

"What is it Casey are you okay has anything happened that I should know about, please tell me I want to know what's wrong" he desperately said.

God how can I tell him.

"I-"

I got cut off by the sound of a phone going off, and I didn't if even say one word yet.

McKale picked up his phone and answered it, his eyebrows scrunched in frustration.

"Is that it.... okay I'll be there as soon as I can" he said.

He looked at me worryingly. "Casey if what you were about to say really was really urgent can you tell me now?" he asked.

"No, you have somewhere to go I'll tell you when you get back" I implied

"Are you sure Casey if you dot want me to leave me to leave and you want to tell me then please, tell me" his eyes searched mine looking for an answer.

"Go your pack needs you okay il tell you when you get back" I said.

"Okay but il try to get here as fast as I can" he said.

He kissed me on my forehead and left.

"Wait! McKale" I screamed out.

As soon as he turned around I crashed my lips onto his.

He responded quickly by putting his hands on my face and stroking my cheeks with his thumb.

Our lips were moulding together and it felt so nice I didn't want to let him go.

He pulled away from the kiss and our foreheads were touching both of us were breathing heavily. I really didn't want him to go.

"I'm so sorry Casey I do have to go" He said. Wait can be read my mind or something. He let out a soft laugh, oh my that's sounds like an angel singing.

"I think you forgot about mind link and that I know what your saying in your head" he said.

Well crap!

"Bye Casey I'll be back as soon as I can"

And he left.

And that's when all of the sudden I felt really cold, I knew that meant your missing your mate. I loved to study the subject of our history and the mating process and what happens.

If I was going to tell Alpha Blake what happened I needed to tell him now.

As I walked out of the mansion I heard someone call out my name.

I already knew who it was, their presence was enough to know who they are.

"Hey Jack" I greeted.

"Hey, Casey I was thinking maybe if we got the Alpha's permission, and since your his mate, that if you could ask him if he would allow is to let Ilah cross the border and enter the moonlight territory?" he asked.

"Just because I am his mate Jack is doesn't mean I can easily get what I want" I said.

'Yes it does, have you not met my mother" he said.

He had a point.

"Okay fine but I really have to go I need to do something" I tried to walk away.

"Wait where you going that's the border line I know what my dad said, that if you go back to midnight territory again he will kill you" be said.

"I know, um Jack there is something that I need to tell you"

So I told Jack everything.

His reaction was just him staring.

"Jack please I need help I don't know what to do" I cried.

"How could you do that to him Casey?" he quietly screamed.

"I know I'm so sorry I want to stop this but you know your dad, he won't take it easy" I said.

He gave me a disapproving look. "We your gonna have to do something Casey, your going to have to tell him sooner or later" he said.

"I know il try and tell him when he gets back" I insisted.

"No way you guys just met, you have to wait till he trust you some more" he said.

"I guess your right Il just tell him that the urgent news was that I wanted to ask him if Ilah can come over the border" I said.

"You better" he replied.

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