Up until now I have always been somewhat composed, calm and collected, in charge of myself. But now, or hopefully only for this moment, I am all over the place. I feel isolated and alone, and instead of accepting that is how i feel and waiting for it to pass. I feel like I am in a frenzy or chaos to try and fill this void inside me. craving attention but not wanting to show it. I feel like a mess of constant erratic emotions, with so much I want to do but feeling like there is no time or not enough time. Hours feel like seconds and days feel wasted on unimportance or just gone all together. I want attention, but from who and in what way? Time is leaving and I hate being left behind.
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The Things They Say
AcakThings that hopefully someone can relate to, Otherwise it become overwhelmingly lonely
