Not my best writing...
"But... I love you."
Alan's words simply broke me. I couldn't do this anymore. I liked him, god, I loved him, but he deserves someone better. And, that someone isn't me. I shouldn't even be near him. I thought I was protecting him if I kept him by my side, but that wasn't it. I was just hurting him more and more and that shattered me.
I shook my head. "N-No you don't, Alan."
His eyes met mine, tears covering every inch while some fell down his red cheeks. He grabbed onto my hands, squeezing desperately. "Please, Austin. Don't leave me. Why are you leaving me?"
I don't want to, but I have to. Is what I wanted to say. I love you so much, Alan, but you're in danger if you stay with me. I don't want you hurt. I needed to say that, anything like that to get the look off his face. He was literally breaking into pieces, tears streaming down his face.
I couldn't cave in, I had to break him. I had to show him I didn't want him, if I wanted to protect him. I needed to keep him safe, and this is what I had to do. I pushed him away, his eyes widening with hurt. "I don't want you! I'm breaking up with you! Can't you see?"
That sentence wounded me more than it did him. I was trying so hard not to cry, but with the consequences that are connected to this, I knew if I wanted him secure, then I needed to poke his feelings until they busted.
"I hate you." I spat, walking away before I, too, bursted into tears.
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THE CAST:
1. Austin Carlile
2. Alan Ashby
3. Vic Fuentes
4. Kellin Quinn
5. Tay Jardine
6. Jenna McDougall
7. Jack Barakat
8. Alex Gaskarth
9. Gerard Way
10. Frank Iero
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