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thirty-four

jimin;

i know that i am ignoring yoongi.
i know that i am hurting him.
i know that i fucked up.
but im too selfish to break up with him. i cant do this. i never broke up with someone and i dont know what yoongi thinks about me now?.

the doorbell rings and i open the door. its seokjin- and namjoon hyung.

»sit on the couch. we have to talk!« seokjin-hyung screams at me.
namjoon-hyung tries to calm him down but he refuses.
»he has to know that he's hurting yoongi!«.
i'm still standing and tears are filling my eyes.
»i know too! i know that i am hurting him! but what should i do? he was so busy with his work and wendy that he didnt even looked at me? seulgi doesnt even know that we are together. she is not trying to steal me from yoongi! i'm hurt too but i'm too selfish to break up with him. why isnt he coming to me but you guys? i miss him too and he misses me too but why isnt he contacting me?? i guess he is busy with wendy right? they both should just date. i like seulgi but just as a friend because she has a boyfriend already.« i scream at seokjin-hyung. i never screamed at him but i just had to let this out. nobody understands me. why? seokjin-hyung is shocked and it seems like he wants to say something but nothing comes out of his mouth.
then namjoon-hyung says.
»its okay jimin. we know that you are hurt too but please talk to yoongi he has a hard time you know that.« still crying i nod.
»can you guys please go now i want to be alone.« i say in a cracked voice. after they closed the door i just cry. let everything out.