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thirty-five

jimin;

with my shaky hands i call yoongi.
he picks up.
»hello?« he said with the voice i missed so much. i start to cry again.
»y-yoongi? can you c-come to me. we have to t-talk.« he hangs up.
i let out a big breath. while i wait for him to come here i am thinking about how to apologise to him and what to say. i guess i was too much in my own thoughts because i didnt hear yoongi coming through the door.
so he still has the keys huh?
»jimin.« he taps on my shoulders.
i looked at him with my red eyes.
i missed him so much. he dyed his hair black? why is he so handsome??.
i just hug him. i missed his hug. i missed how comfortable i am around him. but we have to break up. i dont love him anymore and he doesnt love me anymore. i look at his face after we hugged each other.
»sit here please.«
he sits besides me and i am gathering my thoughts.
»so first off. i am so sorry yoongi that i hurt you and ignored you. please know that i like seulgi but just as a friend. she has a boyfriend too. she was just kind enough to be my drinking and dancing buddy. and now to me. i want to break up with you. i was too selfish. but i dont love you anymore,you have to also know that you werent the only one that was hurt. i was hurt by you too. you were so busy with your work and wendy. you didnt looked at me! you always ignored my calls and my text messages and went out with wendy. but still i am the one who hurt you the most so i want to apologise.«
after i said that i finally feel normal. i finally dont feel pressured.
can i sleep normal tonight?
yoongi smiles at me.
»its okay jimin. i was hurt but i am now over it. i dont love you anymore too. i'm sorry that i ignored you. please forgive me okay?« i nod and smile.
»can i ask you something?«
»sure.«
»do you like seungwan-noona?«
he blushes. so he likes her.
»n-no?«
i tease him »eeyyy be honest! not even a little bit?« i laugh.
»okay maybe a little bit!« he laughs too.
»be nice to her okay?and wake up early!« i say in a strict tone.
»sure! you sound like her i cant believe it.«
«well my friend then you must be always late even when seungwan says that!« he laughs.
«thank you,jimin. for being my boyfriend and my bestfriend.  for always helping and supporting me even when i fucked up. really.«
»no problem thats why i am here for you. always.«
we hug again and then he left.
i feel good.
i feel perfect.
i feel happy.
again.