Déjà vu On You (Sequel) ||Tom Fletcher||

13

*Toms pov*

I couldn't even look up at her, I knew it would hurt too much. I knew it was lily as soon as she stepped into the room, I just had this sixth sense around her. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't regret what happened it just I know that my heart would shatter if I saw her crying again and I know that if I try to explain she'll cry.

Dougie and I are both handcuffed next to each other on metal chairs, the security guards not believing that we were from McFly so we made them call Fletch. We were still oblivious as why lily was here.

"Sir" Baker came back into the room holding a file, he passed it to the other security guard.

"Madame Chantelle, real name: Cakusola Davaleen. Profession: Dosing, 23 cases of people being under the influence of Ecstacy. I guess this explains some things, but you boys said you didn't take anything, right?"

"Right" Harry murmured,

"What effects does Ecstacy have?" Lily spoke up, I fought the will just to look up.

"Well it's a stimulant drug that come in the form of little pills, it makes users experience a rush of good feeling - a high if you will- and makes someone's feeling more intense, whether they're good or bad, most effects include sexual desires and urges. The drugs effects usually only last for up to six hours but the drug stays in the system for quite a while longer"

"So that might explain your actions, boys" lily states, we all look up at her - the other boys more confused then me.

"What actions?" Dougie asked from besides me,

"Do you guys not remember? You were all practically drooling over her! Tom even more.." She avoided her gaze from me.

*Lilys pov*

Just thinking about what Tom did made me feel sick, I felt like bursting into tears once again..

"Oh god.." Danny signs, they all look up at me apologetically, excluding Tom.

"Well, I guess we should go check her out. Do you know the address?" The guard asked me. I nodded and wrote it down on a piece of paper, "great, Baker you go along with back up to this address."

"Do you want us to arrest her?"

"Of course you numb-nut!" Baker nods and leaves along with another man.

"How do you think the guys could've been drugged then?" I asked,

"Well it's possible she crushed them into extremely fine dust, then somehow spread it around her house.."

"That makes sense.." Harry murmured, sarcastically.

The guards let us free, I go first so that I don't have to talk to any of the guys. My bags were still in the same position they were in when I left, I sat back into the uncomfortable seat and looked at my watch; still had three hours to kill..

"Lily.." I slowly looked up, I knew who the voice belonged too and it was the one person I didn't want to see. Tom was standing about two meters away from me, the other boys behind him, all of them looking guilty.

"What." It wasn't meant to come out like a snap, but it did. Tom jumped slightly at my tone,

"Can you please forgive us?" Danny asks from behind him,

"You three boys did nothing wrong, it was Tom that did. So I have nothing to forgive too.. Now leave, please.." I pulled up knees to my chest, nuzzling my nose into my jacket that was draped over them.

"Please lily, you just had proof that it wasn't me! I want us to go back to how we were before.. Can we start over?" Tom pleaded, I turned my head to look at him, he had taken a seat next to me.

"Tom I- I can't.." The tears started forming again,

"Why?" He croaked, he sounded like he was on the edge of crying too.

"Because it was you! I saw you fucking Chantelle.. Cakusola? or what ever the hell her name is! I can never erase that memory Tom.."

"That wasn't my decision though lil, it was the bloody drug! Ugh, I wish we hadn't have come here.. I wish we hadn't had that fucking dream, then we wouldn't be in this bloody mess!" My heart shattered, more then I thought possible..

"You wish we hadn't had that dream, eh?"

"Yes! It would've saved us a hell of a lot of time, time wasted being here!" He started running his hand through his hair, his legs started bouncing slightly.

One tear ran down my cheek but I quickly wiped it away, Tom has seen me vulnerable too many times and this time I needed to stand my ground.

"So you wish you had never met me?.."

"Yes- wait no no no, lily of course not!" Tom quickly corrected himself, but it was too late, my mum always said 'Take the first answer for the truth'..

"Tom just, go." More tears flew down my cheek, he slowly nodded and stood up from the seat.

"This isn't goodbye, is it?" I could see the build up of tears in his eyes, his eyes glisten slightly in the light.

"I just need time Tom.. This is a big thing and it needs time.. I- I.." I sigh, "go be happy Tom, go find her.. I'm sure we'll meet again some day"

"You are her lily, and I'm going to wait. You're the one I want, and you have every right to be angry and jealous and disgusted at me but just know that I do love you.." and with that he walks away. The boys were waiting just the other side of the gates for him. As he got closer Danny tried to hug him but Tom just pushed him away and shook his head.

For the next week I didn't look at my phone once, I would hear it go off a couple of times a day and I didn't dare to look incase it was Tom or the guys.

But then a week turned into two... then a month.. and before I knew it it was the 21st of October, the date of my 20th birthday.

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ONE CHAPTER LEFT GUYS AND I FEEL LIKE CRYING

I loved writing both parts of this book, it's been an emotional ride but I hope you enjoyed it too!

I'm leaving the book on a happy ending unlike the original ending (which I liked but you guys wanted me to write DeJa Vu) so I'm sure you can kinda guess what's gonna happen :P

Also I made new covers for my stories, please say if you like them?!

QOTW: What would you rate this whole book out of ten? (1- Awful! 10- Amazing, publish worthy!)

I'd say maybe a 5 :P

Till next week :'( ~ Alika x