Reborn as Karin Uzumaki {naruto fanfic} Discontinued

chapter two

I'm not exactly sure how to feel right now. I really, really don't know. I mean, should I feel happy for being reincarnated as a canon character from one of my favorite anime? Or should I feel worried? I mean come on, the life here in the narutoverse is never safe; especially since I know Karin's future - or rather mine in this case.

And being a baby sucks. I never felt more awkward and ashamed as I feel now. I depend almost everything on my new mother.

During the first month, all I did was waking up, getting fed and changed, bathing and sleeping. Apart from my mother's cooing nothing much happened.

I really wished time could go faster to orochimaru base *sigh*. Anyways my mother and I sleep in the same room, I didn't expect less because obviously we are poor.

Judging by that bulky man that I recognised from the anime, he might be Karin's guardian when her mother died. Mr. I-don't-know-his-name often pays us a visit and borrows mommy for some hours. I guess she still works in that damned hospital.  And he'll be damned if I heal an asshole there.

So I stay in the bedroom most of the time. I actually felt better with that. Being with my new mother feels odd, as if I was replacing my former mother. I really miss her, the thought of never being able to see her again hurts immensely. These days I try to make myself remember every detail about her, how her hair slowly started to turn grey, how she always was home when I came back from school, and how she cared so much for me that I get angry at myself for hating it when she became a bit strict. The memories hurt, but I'm more afraid of loosing them.

However, that isn't part of my life anymore. I've already decided to be a shinobi. It's not like this decision wasn't expected from me or anything since I'm sure my mother would die and I'll be forced to take her place. And as I said - or rather thought before - I'm not going to serve a damn soul in this village. Honestly I'd rather just go to orochimaru instead.

My knowledge about this world could be very useful in the future. Finally my otaku-ness pays off! But at my current state I can't really modify this reality as I want, so I came to the conclusion of sensing my chakra. Already knowing that the old Karin was sensitive when it comes to it, I closed my eyes trying to feel anything within my close range to relate to chakra.

After some minutes, I started to feel a warmth like energy, that oddly enough, reminded me of perfume. So that's how my chakra signature feels. I like it.

My aura body didn't have much impact, it was so small that it made me pout in disappointment. I guess I shouldn't be so harsh on myself, after all I'm only a newborn and am pretty sure I have more than babies my age due to my uzumaki heritage.

I started trying to concentrate my chakra in some parts of my body. At first it was hard to even move it but with more concentration and sheer determination I was able to move the energy to my left arm, then my hand and lastly but tiredly my fingers.

Despite it being so simple it sure took it's toll on my still small body. I'm sure if I continued with my new training regime, I'd have perfect chakra control and that'll help me to get a bit stronger, and maybe, just maybe become a medic nin. I know that I'll become a medic nin soon but I'm speaking about surgeries, the concentrated green chakra on the hand and knowledge about the whole field.

I always wanted to be a doctor, a surgeon to be exact, I always admired the job and it was almost my top priority to become one. I've planned everything; the school I'll go to after college, where I'm going to work, how much money I'm gonna get. And plan 'b' for every fail.

Every. Single. Thing.

But since luck wasn't on my side, fate decided to be a little bitch and I got bit by a fucking snake. And instead of using a bit of my knowledge and extract the poison, I chose to go and search for Suzuki. God I was so dumb but then again the poison was so strong, it killed me in barely 20 minutes. I guess the situation was hopeless anyways.

As if dying like that wasn't strange already, I got reincarnated in naruto, and that was one of my dreams that I never thought would come true. So you could say I'm quite happy. But not overjoyed. If only i got reincarnated as hinata, I'll literally cry out of joy. But--oh well.

I'm getting off-track again. But that's expected I have nothing better to do other than thinking. After a while of me staring in space I heard the front door open.

So I guessed it's my mother as expected it was her, she came to me with a loving smile plastered on her face, eyes twinkling with both love and joy. I mean who wouldn't I'm her daughter after all, aren't I. Man I feel real bad taking her daughters body and all.

I mean I'm not exactly acting like baby would; I'm not crying much, only if in need of food or changing my diapers. I'm not really a happy child full of smiles and giggles. It really makes me feel guilty.....

if my memory serves me right, she cared tremendously for her daughter, Karin. She was willing to risk her health and life simply to provide a stable home for the two. She could just go to the leaf she'd have a better life in there. But I guess I shouldn't say things as such. I'm sure the war has started by now and so many people would want mother if they heard of her amazing healing prowess. *sigh* I guess I'll act this once as the baby she was expecting. I giggled at the funny faces she was pulling which made her eyes sparkle even more. And continued cooing and doing cute gurgling sounds. She Bend down and kissed my kissed my forehead muttering how much she loved me. And I just giggled.