Lucy the Angel In Disguise ~ A stinglu fanfic

True Feelings

<Lucy pov>

Today is the day, today is the day I tell Natsu my feelings! I put on my cutest outfit and my prettiest makeup and head over to the guild.

"Hey everyone!" I yell as I push open the guild doors. I'm greeted by familiar faces and smiles.

I walk over to the brand new bar and order my favorite drink.

"I'll take the usual."I say with a smile.

"You look extra cheerful Lucy! Anything special going on?" Mira asks as she starts making my drink.

"Actually there is something, if I tell you, if you promise not to freak out?!"I question the already confused Mira.

"I promise!" She replies. I take a deep breath before telling Mira the big news.

"I'm gonna tell Natsu how I feel today." I say so quietly even the dragon slayers couldn't hear.

"Yasss, my ship is sailing!" Mira squeals. I face palm as I remember Mira is the guilds shipper.

"Dang it Mira, keep it down!" I yell as my cheeks turn a dark shade of pink. "You can't tell anyone!" I say as I grab my drink and hurry away from the ship crazy Mira.

"Hey Levy." I say as I approach her. "Do you know where Natsu is?" I ask trying to calm my nerves that were inedibly rising.

"Surprisingly, he's not at the guild yet." Levy says while looking around to guild. Probably checking that if he arrived yet.

"Oh well ok." I said with a frown, I quickly turn around and walk to the library to find a pass time book.

After finding on I grabbed it, sat down and read until I heard a,

"BANG" I heard what sounded like an explosion. "That must be Natsu." I chuckled as I put my book away and went upstairs to greet the fire dragon slayer.

"Hey Natsu, can I speak to you for a minute." I asked sheepishly when I finally approached him.

"Sure Luce, what's up." He said with his cheeky grin. My heart started pounding and I could feel the blood start rushing to my checks. I took a deep breath.

"Natsu, I like yo-." I was interrupted by the loud sound of the guild doors opening. Everyone quickly turns there heads when they hear a familiar voice say.

"Hey everyone, I'm back!" Lissana yelled as she gave a small wave with tears forming in her eyes. She's back?!

Everyone started rushing to her, giving her hugs asking her questions welcoming her back. All expect me, Natsu ran right to her without even glancing back at me. I was talking to him for gods sake.

I felt like I was gonna cry, I finally get the courage to tell Natsu my feelings and he runs off to another girl!

"Lissana! I missed you! Don't ever leave me again!" I hear Natsu say before he kisses Lissana. My heart breaks into pieces. I see Mira look at me with a worried face.

I couldn't take it anymore. Hot tears were streaming down my face. I quickly ran past everyone in the direction of home. Once I arrived I locked myself in my room and cried. I cried and cried and cried. How could today go so wrong.

How could he just ignore me like that. How could the one who mended my heart break it into even more pieces. I cried and cried and cried some more. Not caring that everyone within a mile could hear my sobs, I just couldn't take it.

My first love, my guildmate, my best friend, just broke my heart more than anyone has ever did.

I cried myself to sleep that night, and the next and the next. I stayed cooped up in my room for the whole week. Not being able to face Natsu let alone everyone else. They watched as I didn't even welcome Lissana I just cried and ran. I'm so selfish. I don't deserve to be in a guild that brings light and happiness.

I fell into depression, and was always gloomy, that was until I heard a flame brain knocking on my door. Saying "Luce open the door please, I'm worried about you, Mira told me. I'm so sorry Luce, please let me in." I could hear him chocking on a few words. Which was something I never thought Natsu would do. Next thing I knew I could hear small sobs from the other side of the door.

I promised not to make anyone feel that way ever because of me. My words replayed in my mind.

I just broke the promise, the promise I promised to keep my whole life. I didn't realize it but I made the whole guild feel the way I promised to make no one feel.

How is it that the ones you love and want to protect. Always end up as the ones you hurt the most.

Hey guys im sorry this chapter is also pretty short. I just really wanted to get this one out.

Remember I DONT OWN FAIRYTAIL

HIRO MASHIMA DOES.