It's been one year since Shawn and I have broken up. Since than I've dated two guys. The second guy and I hit it off. As I am laying in bed with my head resting on Daniels chest I remember that today is one year since Shawn saw me in bed with someone else. I still miss him. I didn't realize what I had until he was gone.
I start to feel Daniel start to move and I feel his hands play with my hair. "What are you thinking about gorgeous?" He asked me in his handsome morning voice but not as handsome as Shawns'. "I think I wanna have some me time today if that's okay with you?" I ask him looking up giving him the puppy dog eyes. He laughs and nods.
I decide to look through Shawns' Instagram feed and realized the man is still single. Which is confusing since he's the perfect boyfriend. After doing that I get ready, and say my goodbyes to Daniel and walk to my car.
*Time Skip*
I decide to go to me and Shawns' spot that we would visit when we were in L.A. But when I got there I saw familiar curls. Curls that I thought I would never see again. I didn't know he was in L.A. I decide to go up to him, go big or go him,right? Once I start walking forgetting how loud the rocks are.
"I'm fine Andrew." "It's not Andrew" I say as soft as I did when I got my stuff at our old shared house.
"Y/n? What the hell are you doing here?" Shawn ask anger clearly in his voice. Once he turned around he looked so broken. "Don't stress y/n I'm only like this because of today." "Shawn please let me explain." I plead reaching over but he yanks his arm away.
"No you don't get to do that! Not after a year y/n. Do you know how many days I spent hurting because I left to wonder what I did wrong? Having to tell my family that we broke up. My sister looked up to you and you ruined that. God your with some 32 year old and your 22. I get you turn 23 in a month. But I know damn right I could treat you better. I treated you so well. And you cheated on me. So no you don't get to explain. I ha-" I cut him off by slamming my lips against his. What shocks me is that he kissed me back.
Shawn pulled away, "Y/n you have a boyfriend." "Shawn you don't get it. I want you. I've been living in guilt. I don't want him. It's you it's always been you. Please one more chance."
"Y/n I can't. You broke me. I can't trust you." Shawn said sadly. "Shawn can we be friends and see where life takes us. I need you back in my life. Please" I plead desperate for his company again even if it will be just as friends for now.
Shawn said the words he never thought he could say. But damn he missed her so much. "Fine y/n"I know that the part one said they never saw each other again but i feel like more should happen so here ya go. Also Shawn did so amazing at the vmas. I'm so proud of him. A VMAS imagine will be up soon! Xx
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savior. shawn mendes imagines and gif series
Fiksi PenggemarIn which I write imagines of our favorite Canadian muffin boy, Shawn Mendes. *DISCONTINUED* (was once just "shawn mendes imagines and gif series)