Do you know how waking up till late at nights feels like and how anxiety hits you right there without any reason why? It feels so lonely like nothing else can replace it ..it feels like hated by everyone, even when you are not... It feels like being judged by everyone... feels like the whole world is against you... The feeling that shouts inside saying " YOU ARE ALONE AND YOU DESERVE THIS" The feeling when you look up and see only the empty ceiling relating to your life...feels how you aren't for this world... the silence around your room scares you and you start to feel paranoid...at that time you miss someone, you miss him so bad that you want to be in his arms.. you wanna see his eyes and his and sleep with his breaths in your ears....but you can't... You cant be with him.. and You kill yourself deep inside...You are lost somewhere deep..deep down drowning in the painful thoughts... and he isn't there to save you... That hurts right?
