Have you ever heard his name and felt the breeze rushing all over your body and feeling like someone is crushing your heart? that pain sucks... that one single name which gives you the entire flashback, the hurtful ones and within a second you can feel your whole world upside down... you are broken.. not just in two but in millions of pieces and you feel helpless... your having those memories running in your head... and with every picture of his in your eyes,your heart stops for a moment... you are mumbling to yourself... I don't wanna see him anymore... i don't want him anymore... I don't love him anymore... but deep down inside.. It hurts.. It hurts to lie... It hurts that you want him so bad... It hurts that you wanna see him for one last time... to feel his arms around you... It hurts... It really hurts that you still love him... really bad...