Another Empty Pill Bottle

Part 9- Dead Ends and Black Roses

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Luke's POV:

Today was the day. Today I was going to ask her out. After years of waiting I'm finally going to do it. I wake up and change. It's a little after 10am so I get Mike and we go to Starbucks before we go see them. We got to Starbucks and we ordered.

Mike: So you're ready to ask her after what like 3-4 years?

Me: Well obviously but what if she doesn't like me. I mean like what if she likes someone else.

Mike: You worry too much. Calm down and breath. She's gonna say yes.

Me: How do you know?

Mike: I just do ok?

Me: Ok.

*grabs our orders then go to meet the girls*

Mike: Do you know why people refuse to see therapists?

Me: What?

Mike: I told Liz to go see a therapist and she refused.

Me: I don't know why people refuse but if I were you I would talk to her.

Mike: Yea

*gets to the girls house*

When I found skippy I asked her I she wanted to be my girlfriend. She smiled and said "yes I would love to" I smiles and picked her up.

•••Liz's POV•••

I was getting dressed when I heard a knock on my door.

"Who is it?!"

Person: it's Mikey.

Me: Hold on a minute! *pulls shirt over my head and opens the door* yeah?

Mikey: I wanna know why you won't go see the therapist.

Me: I've had a bad past and trusting people is almost impossible. They're there one minute then leaving you the next. It's screwed up to be honest. I went when I was younger and they all left without a reason and one called me a hopeless case so I vowed never to go back. Mkay. I hate it. Right now I still hate life. I still wish you would've

pulled the plug. Why didn't you?!

Mikey: Shh Shh. Baby,calm down. I couldn't know that I was the one who let you go. I love you too much and would never wanna be without you. You mean too much.

Me: No let me die! *runs and locks myself in the bathroom*

°°°°Skippy's POV°°°°

Luke had just asked me to be his girlfriend and I was so ecstatic but my happiness was cut short when I heard Liz yell. I rush upstairs and found Mikey. "Mike what the hell is going on?!"

Mikey: I-I-I don't know. I came to talk to her about getting help and she broke down and said I should have let her...die. She locked herself in her bathroom and won't come out. This is my fault.

Me: No Mikey it's not. You're only trying to help. *goes to the door* Luke! Bring me a bobby pin then call 911!

Luke: Ok.. *runs upstairs and gives her the bobby pin*

Me: Thanks *sticks it in the lock and unlocks it*

••••My POV••••

I wasn't going to let people call me useless ever again. I'm going to fix it. Everything that once was. The torture the hurt. The pain. My life. I rummage through my stuff and break my razor so I can get the blade. Abandonment was worse the first couple hundred times but going through it again will be hell. So why not end it before it can end me. I pull the blade dozens of times across my wrist,arms, legs, even my stomach. I was just done. The pain hurt so bad it burned. I was bleeding so bad but I kept on. And kept on. And kept on.

I cried. Not cause the pain but because I hated life. I kept on until I couldn't anymore.

Blood was everywhere

••••Skippy's POV••••

When I opened the door I saw what looked like a scene out of a horror movie. I screamed then Mikey came in behind me and fell to his knees.

"LUKE CALL 911 RIGHT NOW!!!!"

I go over and check for a pulse or something...I hate to say I can't find one..,,,

Luke: *calls 911*

••••Mikey's POV••••

This is MY fault. I scream her name "Liz. Liz. Liz! Please don't leave me!!!! No! Please. Come back please! Please! I love you!!! Liz please come back!!!"

I scream and cry. No. This can't be happening

~~~THE AMBULANCE ARRIVES AND TAKES HER TO THE HOSPITAL AGAIN~~~

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Really messed up huh. Sorry. Well vote and comment to find out what happens next. I'm crying that's how powerful this chapter is to me. And I'm the author. Well I'm sorry it's sad and I'm sorry there's a cliffhanger. I still love you guys no matter what I might not update til late because I go into surgery tomorrow. Pray for me and wish me luck. Y'all are amazing 😘💖🌸😊🌺😭