Another Empty Pill Bottle

Part 10- Fallen Angel

Hey guys. Sorry for the wait on the update. Here's part 10. Sorry it's sorta messed up with the story plot and all that shit. XD well I'm gonna stop talking so y'all can read part 10. Enjoy!

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Mikey's POV:

I shouldn't have pushed her. Maybe she wouldn't have gone and done this. This is all my fault! Ugh.

Maybe if I would've done something different. She wouldn't be in here again. Damn it I'm so fucking stupid. I pushed her to the edge.

•Skippy's POV•

She's back in here. Mikey keeps blaming himself. I keep trying to convince him that it's not his fault. He won't believe me. I look at Luke then quietly sob into his shoulder. I don't want her gone. What if this is the last time. What if she succeeded in killing herself. What would I do? What would Mikey do? What would Rae do? What would all of us do? How would we live? How would Mikey live? He's constantly blaming himself. Would he kill himself too because of depression? This is just too unbearable.

Luke holds me close and whispers "It'll be ok. Shh"

I look at him and say "Nothing is what it seems."

••My POV••

I see something that looks like light. I hear a voice. Where the hell am I? Why do I fucking hurt....? I say "Mikey?! Mikey?!" No answer...is this heaven? Wait there's too much pain for this to be heaven. Is this hell? Wait, not enough pain to be hell. Am I stuck in the in between? Am I an angel or simply a spirit. I want this to be over. I want the truth to be known. Where am I? Who am I? What am I?

Mikey's POV:

Suddenly the monitor goes flat. I call the doctors in and nurses. "Someone help her please!!!" They rush in and start CPR and used these shock things. By now they are pushing me out of the room. "No! I-I-I'm not l-l-leaving" I'm crying so hard. She can't be dead. She's not. No she's simply in a coma. She will wake up. She will. She loves me. She would never leave me. She's not dead. She's not dying.

•Skippy's POV•

I see Mikey fall to his knees as he's being pushed out the room. I get up and run to him "Mikey,what's going on?" All I get is tears. "Mikey, please tell me!"

Mikey: It's-I was- the monitor. It-it-went- flat lined"

Me: Mikey, no this can't be happening. She's not. Nope I refuse to accept it. she's not.

••My POV••

More light. Less pain. More voices. The voices "Follow the light." "Come to the light" "We will take care of you"

Me: No what the fuck. I want my boyfriend. My friends. I can't leave them. It's not my time. I'm so stupid. I want to go back to them.

Voices. "Your time is up." "You're stuck here for now"

Me: For now? Let me go back!!!!

Everything is fading away........

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Well sorta fucked up. Sorry it's short. Sorry another cliffhanger. If I get votes and comments I will post Part 11. This chapter is so strong again I'm crying. OMFG so powerful. Anyways should I continue. Sorry if it's bad. I just still haven't grasped my own concept. 😭😭😭 Well thoughts????