The Unmixables

Chapter 11

I hope you enjoyed this, Charlotte. I never really thought the last person I'd talk to would be you. Stay awesome, and il see you in the later life.

Standing in front of all them people who loved and cared for Oliver was difficult, reading what was the last reminder of his life out on his funeral was just way to much. I started to cry as i said. "We all knew Oliver, and we didn't know Oliver. You all knew him as this guy who hated everything, i knew him as the guy who made mistakes and wanted to change them, but failed due to some circumstances" looking over at a depressed Tammy. "Oliver chose me to speak at his funeral, i would've told him i didn't know him that much, that there many people who know him better, but i wasnt the one who was going to argue with the dead. I wish i didnt leave to focus on my future, i wish i could've brought him with me, but sadly, i wasn't thinking of others the way he did. I think its safe to say we all miss him, and that if he was here today we'd hug him and tell how much we care, if he was here, if we knew how he felt. There was a few people who knew how he felt but they couldn't care less about how the other person feels in a situation. Yes, i slept with him, i know alot of people will think i caused his death, which in fact I did, and so did all you. We didn't pay attention to him" i looked over at his parents and Tony, and said "We didn't pay attention to him, cause we thought we had bigger problems than him, bigger things ahead of ourselves than him. We all caused his death, but i will say, even though i only knew him for a small part of his life, it was a pleasure being apart of it. And to Oliver, I'm sorry". I walked over to my chair and sat down next to his parents and put my head down, and started crying, they started lowering his casket and people started throwing roses in the hole they lowering him in. Tammy left, so did Jonny, and Katherine and Melissa, they weren't sitting with each other, my guess would be they aren't friends, they're all alone now. Tony left Olivers mom shortly after he passed away, and his dad is now back with her. And for me, I haven't been more alone in along time, but I know that Olivers spirit is going to be with me everywhere we go.

He maybe gone, but he is here more than he ever was.