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Alec

**The photo is for reference as to what I mean by them going upstairs at the venue**

What was I doing? One minute I was panicking because I can't handle this many people and the next I'm kissing Magnus Bane. I go to pull away a few times but he just keeps pushing into it more. Finally we break the kiss. He's smiling like an idiot and I can feel my face going red.

He grabs my hand and pulls me up and we're stood by the railing look down on the concert, I feel his hands intertwine with mine. I've never felt this happy, watching my favourite band with someone who seemed to like me for me.

The concert finished and me and Magnus still had our fingers together. I had to find Izzy, I'd left her when I panicked and then my phone buzzed in my pocket

Where are you? I'll meet you at the merch table, I'm stood next to a security guard

At least now I knew where Izzy was. I realised as I descended the stairs that Magnus' hand was still attached to mine. I gave him a look but he just smirked and that showed me he had no intentions of letting go. I carried on and found Isabelle, she wasn't very happy but when I explained my panic attack she was more sympathetic. Then I saw her eyes dart to mine and Magnus' hands.

"So I see you found him"
"Wait you knew I'd be here" Magnus perked up as we left the venue and began walking down the street
"Of course, I'm friends with Clary and she knows everyone's business. Plus I asked Raphael" she started laughing at Magnus' concerned face "I knew my brother had a thing for you I just sped it up a bit" I could feel the red creep onto my face as he looked at me with that side grin, he seemed to do

I looked at Isabelle who had stopped behind us, she just gestured us to carry on walking, she was being sneaky and I knew exactly why.

"So Alexander, you have a thing for me" He said letting a laugh follow.
"Well" I blushed and stopped myself from talking
"No don't get embarrassed, look it's only me" he squeezed my hand and I felt a shiver go up my arm.
"I'm sorry, I'm not used to feeling like this or doing whatever that was back there" He smiled and stopped me from walking. Turning his body to face mine and he was leaning in to kiss me for the second time tonight. I didn't stop him though I let it happen and this time I made it more passionate. Then I remembered we were on a street and my little sister was behind us probably starring.
"You guys are adorable. But can we get home?" I nodded and Izzy marched in front of us.

Magnus had grabbed my hand again as we reached the front of the house.
"You can come in, it's late I don't want you to get jumped on the way home" He seemed hesitate but came in anyway. "Make yourself at home, um the bathrooms in there and you can sleep in my room" I could see he was blushing slightly I smiled and walked into the bathroom "I'll be out in a second"

Alec what are you doing? You've just invited Magnus Bane of all people into your home and letting him sleep in your room. Have you gone insane?

I knew there were a pair of pyjamas in here because I'd left them in here this morning. I put them on and suddenly became aware I had left Magnus outside for too long. I stepped out of the bathroom and went into my room, he was sat on the bed.

I sat myself next to him and I didn't really know what to say.
"Alexander" I turned to look at him as he said it "This is all very new for me, you're new for me, I'm sorry if this is awkward but I really like you"
"I like you too Magnus" he smiled and let out a breath like he'd held it in for ages. Placing his hand on my thigh I melted into his touch "thank you for helping me tonight, I don't know what would have happened if you hadn't have been there"
"Don't mention it. It was nice, you know" I looked at him confused "The kiss, it was nice" For a change he started blushing "I mean like I've never felt that connected to someone" I put my hand on top of his and looked into his eyes, this close I could see his eyes weren't only brown they had golden specks in them.
"What?" he said, I realised i had been staring at him for ages
"Oh nothing" I looked away in shame
"Come on" he let out a laugh
"Just your eyes"
"What about them?"
"They're..um.. beautiful"
"Why thank you"
"Magnus?"
"Yeh"
"I could stare at them forever"