I want to find myself in the hurt
I want to find myself in the shattering of my heart
I want to find myself in love
I want to find myself in the fearI want to look around me and see me in everything there is
Parts of me scattered all aroundIt's hard to admit
How much effort you need
To feel like you're okay
But i never realized that
Until i let myself free and feel
Okay or not okay
I was still me.