I had to think a lot
I had to think a lot
How could i carve the rocky road in front of my eyes?
I had to cry a lot
I had to cry a lot
Why can't i stop carving my wrist instead?
I had to hold in a lot
I had to hold in a lot
Every breath was accompanied by disappointment
I thought it was over
I really thought it was
But I'm not sure anymore
Im not sure of who i am
Or who i want to become
Stop it
Just stop it
It's not worth it
Don't ruin your life
If i could i would
I'm not in control
And I never was
