Keeping This Up Could Be Dangerous (Multiple Band Fanfic)

You know that there are no other two hearts closer than ours....

A/N: Hello People reading this (Sorry, I can't see you so I don't know ya name!)... I have about the same amount of ideas as a paper filter lets rocks through, so in other words, fuck all. :L The next few chapters are gonna be pretty crap, but oh well.. It's just a laugh... It's not like the bands are actually gonna read this :D Anyone been reading 50 Shades Of Shite? Rhy :) xxx

Chapter 13: (Funny, I'm 13.... But only a little while! 20th August!!)

I was back on the first floor, physically, but my head was in the clouds and my heart was shattered on floor 6. All I could think about was the facts. He doesn't love me. He's fine with leaving me. Us. Our family. I didn't know what to say, to do, to think so I went to the first person that came to mind. My cousin, Ed. Well, he is my real cousin, but it's Cousin-By-Marriage.

I went to find him.. He wasn't at the table.

"Has anyone seen Ed?" I asked my friends.

"He went upstairs to his room." Hayley said.

"Do you know what number?"

"169 I think." Trust Travis to give him room One Hundred and SIXTY NINE. Sometimes I feel sorry for me and my immature self.

"Cheers." I went to the lift before anyone could see my tears. I stood waiting for the doors. Guess who came out of the lifts? Alex and Ed. Go figure, The one person I actually wanted to see talking to the one person who I didn't want to see. Make no eye contact with him, Rhyana. You will just look into his eyes and won't be able to say no. Look at Ed and Ed only.

"I need to talk to you." I said with a complete poker face. My facial expression was so poker face straight that Kristen Stewart and Lady Gaga would be jealous. I kept eye contact with Ed, not even letting my glance waver to Him.

He decided that I was talking to him.

"Yeah we --" I put my hand up in his general direction, silencing him and still not looking him in the eye.

"I wasn't talking to you." I put my hand down. He knew me better than to argue when my eyes were how they were. Did I mention that when I was angry, My eyes went pitch black with bits of red. I know it sounds like something out of Twilight but I have a pigment distortion in my eyes which causes different colours. When I'm scared, they go a little bit lighter than usual, when I'm jealous they go black with red in one eye and green in the other. When people tell me that they know how I'm feeling because they can see it in my eyes, they aren't lying. When I am heart broken, they go slightly blue. When I am hurt beyond repair, they go black with Ice blue shards. It's almost as if my heart had turned to ice and it was reflected in my eyes. It's only happened once in my life but I almost forgot what colour eyes I did have because they were there so long. Alex and Ed were the only two that noticed that the blue shards haven't gone, they've just faded. Kinda like the pain I suppose, something like that never fades. If I keep getting hurt like that which I refuse to let happen, my eyes might go fully blue forever.

"But we do need to talk sometime. You can't avoid it forever." He said, walking towards me slowly.

"Tell me that when I never see you again because I have to change my name and move across the world and never see you again. Ed, can we go to my room please?" Still no eye contact. I'm good at this.

"Yes."

Alex walked past me. "I can't believe you can't see that it's pulling me apart."

"If it was pulling you apart, you wouldn't be doing it." I just stared at Ed and I felt a tear building up in my eyes but he can't see me cry. I just blinked it off.

I got into the lift, and Stared at the back of his head as he left while the lift doors closed. I burst into tears the minute the doors were shut and Ed put his arm around my shoulders, pulling me into a hug.