Keeping This Up Could Be Dangerous (Multiple Band Fanfic)

"Where are we exactly?"

A/N: I might do a different Point Of View, but I don't know if/how it will work :-L Always let me know what you think about this story... Personally, I only like 2 or 3 chapters but oh well... I might delete this shit. Just realised there is a massive gap between ages so everyone is going to drop 2 years. Alex is now 22. Rhy :-) xx

Chapter 15:

I woke up in the back seat of the car we had stolen from the hotel we blew up. Damn, that sounded weird. I felt like someone had drilled a hole in my head and held a rave in there. I think I was a bit concussed from when I fell in the car because of the car exploding. I thought about what I just said. My life is fucked. I heard Ed, who was still driving, sing to himself. I don't know what it was because my ears were still ringing from the blast. It was still beautiful though. I watched him for about 5 minutes and I noticed something. Every time he could, he would glare at Alex, who was sleeping in the passengers seat infront of my head. Being in England, the passengers seat was on the left. I realised that Ed's glares we're vicious. What did I miss? I looked outside. Wait, WHAT?! Since when was it dark? How long had I been asleep? Where were we? Where we're we going to? Oh, not again....

Ed Sheeran:

(earlier on)

I took a sneek peek at my cousin from the rear view mirror. Still asleep, thank God. Considering the problem that has been her life, she sleeps quite peacefully. I don't envy her but I don't pity her either. The level of turmoil she has braved in her life is astounding. It's like she was dragged to hell by her hair, raped by Satan himself then dragged up again by her eyelashes. That's the kind of stress and depression she has been through. Is going through. She is never going to recover from her depression, or atleast, not any time soon. And it's partly my fault. I abandoned her. Going on tours, becoming famous and everything else. I tried to help her, couldn't take it and now she'll never get out of the rut. It's my fault. I didn't cause the fire but I didn't help her put out the flames. I just fanned them. I could have done more. Much more. Now my 18 year old cousin is gone and this depressed, upset, hidden girl has replaced my full-of-life, bubbly, perfectly beautiful cousin.

Alex was awake and staring out of the window... We'd just been talking about anything.

I decided to break the silence. "Just wondering, what happened to make you think kissing Rhy's best friend is ok?"

He sighed "Nothing's ok with it at all."

"So what happened that made you relatively pissed before 11am?"

"After I told Rhy I was leaving, she broke down and left me, which is understandable. I felt like she has just spiked me, pulled out my heart and burnt it to ash. I did what I do best, get pissed. I smashed my head on something and tried to find someone. The first person I saw turned out to be Lauren but I couldn't see straight to realise it was her. She took me to our room, gave me some aspirin and water. She kept me company but I didn't realise it was Lauren. I thought it was her. I kissed her and for some reason, Lauren kissed me back. Then you walked in."

"Fucking brilliant." I muttered. Alex, you complete and utter dip shit. It was silent for a minute.

"Can I ask you something Ed?" he asked, almost in a scared manner.

"Yeah sure." I wonder if I'm going to regret that.

"What's 'The Key'?" he looked scared that I was going to flip at him. I did NOT like talking about that. I sighed, I'll have to tell him.

"You know when Rhy's depressed she goes to her 'place'?"

He nodded.

"Well, on the roof she was almost in that place. I told her not to jump. She locked the doors to that place and gave you the key. We came downstairs to tell you everything then we walked in on you and Lauren. So, it hurt her pretty bad."

"I know what she said and did but how bad did it hurt exactly?"

HOW DOES HE NOT GET THAT IT MADE HER WANT TO JUMP AGAIN?!

"We did a promise on the roof that she would jump if you gave her back the key. You did by breaking her. Picture the darkest, deepest most disturbingly horrific place in your mind. You aren't nearly there yet. Put yourself in her shoes. The person you love just said they're leaving you and going to a separate country without you. You are already depressed as it is. This just makes the blac hole in your head bigger and bigger. You feel like everyone you love hates you. You want to jump. You lock the place that's eating at you inside your head and give the key to someone you love. Within 5 minutes of trusting them with your mind, you catch them kissing your best friend on the bed that you shared. He throws it all in your face. The doors in your head swing wide open and that black hole is bigger and more angry than ever. Slowly you make your way out of it to find out that the guy you love doesn't love you like that. THAT is how she felt."

He gulped and looked out of the window again. "If you are trying to make me feel bad, congratulations! You succeeded. I now feel like stood on cow turd."

I couldn't help but sound bitter. "Good. You deserve it. By only did yu almost kill her, you hurt me because I can't stand to see her like that, you hurt Lauren because her and Travis almost split up, you hurt Travis because he now can't trust you or his girlfriend much. But not only all those people, you hurt yourself."

I thought I heard him crying but I dismissed it. He fell asleep soon after and I sang to myself while making sure I glared at Alex as often as possible and checked on Rhy now and again. Hopefully she will get some good luck soon.

A/N: It's only a filler so sorry it's short... I'll try and do a long one soon. Hopefully this will tide things over... My first P.O.V not in Rhy's view... Why do you guys think about everything? Feedback is always wanted and important!! Rhy :-) XX