All By Myself...

Chapter 2

Chapter 2~ Niall's POV

Somehow I managed to make it to the end of the week. I avoided any thing that had to do with the boys at school and at least tried to avoid other people who had shit to say. I don't know how but I kept up the fake facade I had down to the the T, for the whole week. It was basically my only line of defense but I am already starting to question how I will keep it up because everyday stuck in the same halls as the 5 familiar faces that seemed to always be watching me it gets harder to not let the memories come back and break me down all over again.

Once school was out I was out of the gates and already half way through the parking lot. Luke couldn't pick me up today so I was left to walk. I took this as a chance to smoke. If you can hear me, I love you. If you can hear me, I love you. If you an hear me, I love you.

Half way to the house and was pulled out of my wandering thoughts. I looked around and it took me awhile to realize where I was but when it hit it hit like a ton of bricks. I was no where near out house. I was about a block away from the alleyway I found Layla in the first day I followed her home.

I quickly turned around and walked away. For the rest of my walk I tried not to lose myself so I wouldn't end up somewhere else that held to many memories for me to bear again.

When I did reach the house I found I was alone. And it was hours until Luke finally walked in the door a bag awkwardly positioned on his shoulder. He took the mystery bag up to his room and when he came back down he fell back on the couch next to me.

Putting his hand to his face like a mic he impersonated an exited reporter. "Niall, you have just made it through your first week back in the big big world! What are you going to do now?"

With a laugh I replied, "I'm going to sniff out a party, I'm sure there's one going on somewhere."

"Well, I was expecting something more along the lines of Disneyland but a party will do too..." he mumbled. "So who's party are we going to exactly?"

"Don't know yet just get ready and you can help me find one." I pushed him off the couch an followed him up the stairs to get semi ready myself.

Once we were both ready we left the house driving towards a college not far from our house where a party would always be going on.

"There Niall, there a party there." Luke pointed out the window to a large house over flowing with people. I was going to pull in when I noticed the huge Greek letters above the door.

"No, no way. I am not going to a frat party." I kept driving.

"Why not they are always the best." He argued.

It didn't take us that long to find another one just off of the schools campus. When Luke looked at the house his eyes lit up like a kid on Christmas.

"I've been here before. Yes! He throws great parties." He jumped out of the car.

He greeted the guy behind the door as an old friend and he let us in without hesitation. Luke immediately went to a hallway in the back and I for some reason followed him.

"Tallia!" He yelled and a girl in front of us turned around and smiled once she saw Luke.

"How do you know everyone you never even went to uni?" I mumbled.

"Hey Tallia, I want-"

"Yeah yeah I know Luke." She pulled a small bag out of her bag and handed it to him and he handed her the money.

Once they said their goodbyes Luke lead me to the drinks. "I don't get it Luke don't you sell all that shit yourselves?"

"Yeah but I'm not going to go all the way to the house to get it when Tallia is right here. And plus we are waiting on another shipment." He shrugged popping the pill in his mouth and taking a swig of whatever he poured. He handed me a cup and we parted ways for the night.