Eyes Full of Words

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Warning : Contains depressing thoughts, suicidal acts, bloods and murdering.
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Is it true?
Experience life through the eyes of a child
Then we will be able to see all the magic and wonder the world has to offer.

But...

I don't remember seeing anything magical when I was a child.
That was when it all began.

THE PAIN

She walked away with my Brothers without explanation.
Did I do something wrong?
My father swore that we'd be together forever.
In the end, He couldn't do anything.
That was the only time I had seen him so powerless.
He insisted that it wasn't, But I couldn't help but wonder...

...Was I a bad kid?

Was it my fault that they left?

"We'll be happy again."

My father told me... "Be strong."

So I started telling myself everything is going to be okay.
I'm going to be happy again.
But why is everyone being so cold to me?

Please. Just tell me why...
Why are they doing this to me?
What have I done wrong?
To be treated like this?

I wanted to make friends
But they all pushed me away
What went wrong?
Why won't anybody tell me?
They tell me to go away
That nobody wants me here!

"Kill yourself!"

Not here.
Not anywhere.

"Stay strong." I just tell myself.
As they call me terrible names.
Don't let them weaken you with their words.

"Stay strong."
Even when they judge you.

"Stay strong." I just tell myself.
As their backs face towards me.

"Stay strong."

As they walk away from me.
How long can I keep this up?
It's getting harder to hide the pain.
It feels like I'm suffocating.
I don't care about happiness anymore.
I just want to feel okay again.

"Okay."
Is all i need.

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The clock was ticking, Every seconds of life passed by, Going to a new life and changes in everyone. Every humans born, have fun as a kid, school, work, forming a happy family and getting old. Death is where life ended. Everything is just the same repeating world, A cycle of life. But different for monsters.

It's hard to have babies and generations of monsters. Humans kept despising them and some of them even kill monsters, Babies, Old monsters were just the same. They will always get killed. Some receives abuse from humans, But there are some Lucky monsters that get nice treatment from the humans. Monsters will just die. Illness, Abuse, Suicide or Murdered were the either way of them to die.