Rihanna. ❤

Ch. 7

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| Rihanna |

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They Let Me Out Of The Hospital Last Night. I Still Had Scars, But I Wasn't Hurt Physically Anymore.

Emotionally I Was A Train Wreck. That Night Replayed In My Head Over & Over. I Couldn't Sleep Either.

I Got Up & Did My Hygiene Things. I Wore A Blue Shirt / Dress, Black Timberland Shoes, & My Michael Kors Watch.

I But The Top Half Of My Hair In A Ponytail & Split It In Two. I Flat Ironed The Back Half Of My Hair Bone Straight. I Gel'd Down My Baby Hairs, Then Added Hoop Earrings Along With My Black Lipstick.

I Looked Good, But I Felt Awful. Hopefully August Will Cheer Me Up. Right Now I Needed August More Than Anything..

I Tried Calling Him, But He Didn't Answer. I'll See Him At School I Guess. I Grabbed My LV Bag, iPhone & My Keys. Today Should Be A Good Day.

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| August |

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I Felt Horrible. I Decided Not To Tell Her About It. Although The Situation Was Killing Me Inside. She Called Me, But I Just Let It Ring.

I Got Up & Did All My Hygiene Things. Then I Got Dressed And Headed Out The Door. When I Got To School I Seen Her Coming My Way. I Quickly Turned Around & Ignored Her.

Loud Speaker: There Is An Early Morning Assembly In 10 Minutes. All Students Must Report To The Auditorium, Thank You.

I Quickly Searched For Rihanna. I Needed To Talk To Her Asap. I Was Looking For Rihanna When I Got Pushed Into The Lockers.. HARD.

Me: What The Fuck?

??: So That's All I Was To You? A Booty Call?

Me: Yes.

??: I Have Feelings Too August

She Started Crying.. Oh God.

Me: Sorry. But I Needed It & You Gave It To Me.

??: Because I Love You..

Me: What's My Whole Name? Where Was I Born? My Struggle?

??: How I'm Supposed To Know?

Me: Exactly. You Don't Even Know Me, You're Just Thirsty.

??: Whatever, But Karma Is Coming Sooner Than You Think

She Smiled & Walked Off. Honestly I Didn't Care Because I Didn't Even Know Her Name. How Is Telling Her The Truth Going To Cause Me Karma?

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I Finally Saw Rihanna Walk Through The Door. It Was Now Or Never To Tell Her, Because I Don't Want To Ruin Our Relationship Even Though I Probably Did Already..

Me: Hey...

Rihanna: Hey..

Me: Mind If We Sit & Talk For A Minute.

Here Goes Nothing..

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| Rihanna |

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I Seen August. I Was Lost For Words. I Wanted To Just Cry Inside Of Him & Have Him Hold Me.

We Sat Down & He Started To Talk..

August: Rihanna, I Messed Up..

Me: Why, What Happened?

August: I....Fucked A Random..