Mended

Fight

After being with Zoe, shopping last night, I have built up some more confidence. I have been less depressed. I feel like I have some meaning in life, not sure what it is yet but soon enough I hope to find out.

I have been at my house most of the day. Zoe had to go to an appointment. My parents weren't home and I couldn't drive anyways. I went downstairs to look around for Sagwa, my Persian cat. She has always been so loving.

I stopped, and froze when I heard a. knock on the door. I slowly opened it, and standing there was James. Flowers in his hands looking me in the eyes.

I didn't know what to do, how to react. So I waited for him to speak.

"Uhm hey, Brianna, I wanted to let you know I am sorry for what I did"

"It's fine. I am kinda over it now." I held back cursing at him.

"Do you hate me?"

"A little bit.. you kind of hurt me." I stood quiet for a second. "Whatever its fine okay I don't need to see you right now"

"Look I know-"

"Look, you know nothing, now get off my front steps and leave."

"But-"

"No times for buts,James, I have had enough with you. You had your chance."

"Fine. Be a bitch then"

"Excuse me, James? I will unleash the bitch out of me if you need me to. Now leave before ot happens to your face!"

"Get the hell out of my house!" I looked at James when he got through my arms, into my home. I wanted to scream and cry.

"No, give me another chance Brianna!"

"No! You broke my fucking heart and my life! You're the reason for my sadness now. Go!" I yelled. He started towards the door, leaving his flowers at the table.

" Whatever then. Why can't you forgive me?"

"I did but that doesn't mean I like you. Just because I just rejected you doesn't mean anything. Just go! Leave me the hell alone James!" I pushed him out of the door and slammed it shut.

I walked to the couch, tears rolled down my face. I couldn't believe myself... or him. I didn't know what to do. I then became, once again, depressed.

Zoe was supposed to be back an hour ago, but had to stay home with her sick mom, who needs attention a lot, since she just had a heart attack not long ago.

I sat, and, in my head reflected on what happened. I felt so uncomfortable, and under pressure. I have never felt that way in my life. It is a horrible feeling.

I wish I could rewind and slow down the situation.. making wiser choices. He was kind of calm and I was exploding anger, for my reasons but now I think it'll make things worse.

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