Our Love

I Can't Say Anything

2016

Penny's pov

So so so it's been almost a year since Chad and started dating and a few months since we decided to live to together . Right now my career is on the up and up I'm a regularly girl code on mtv , I've made two drunk appearances on drunk history, Jermey and I podcast just celebrated 4 years anniversary we've been going around doing live shows. I have a book out (of all my favorite quotes because if Kim Kardashian can put out a published book of selfies then I can put out a published book of quotes #boom) I've launched my own company called "Zero Deaths" ( I've never died in a video game🤧) it's basically like Apple Music or Tidal for gamers , Simply because YouTube is being a complete ass in forcing demonetization because ad companies found out there ads are being played on hate speech videos and more which takes a big chunk out of all our pockets especially for the small YouTube channel who are just starting out
So I launched zero deaths to help them out.Not to mention with a lot of convincing there is this segment I used to have on my channel called"I wanna know why...", where I just talk about what's on my mind. my first show is in Harlem

Chadwick on the other hand 😞 has been secretly working on a movie for the past year so he says and honestly it's starting to get on my nerves , he gets up early in the morning doesn't come home until midnight. " Baby I cant tell you what movie I'm doing but I promise you will flip when you find out the role" he would say 🙄 at this point Chadwick is Tommy and I'm Martin "YOU AINT GOT NO JOB MAAAN"

I'm doing my best to be supportive but this is putting a strain on our relationship. Like we barely have sex like that and when we do it's more of like a chore form him " oh yeah let me fuck you then I'm going to bed" NO I WANT PASSION AND LOVE 😖😖

It's the week of my show and the week of comic con where I'm hosting a Zero Deaths panel I've already flown out to Harlem, Chadwick decided to tag along because he has some meetings in. I wake up in our hotel room. I move around in the bed to stretch but I accidentally kicked Chadwick

" oh I'm sorry love I didn't know you were still here" Chadwick wrapped his arm around me body pulling me close to him " hmmm I don't mind" he hummed against my ear leaving little kisses I let out a little giggle " I think you have an ear fetish" I said " no I have a Penny fetish" I gasped "you like pennies that's explains why you never use them" I said pushing him off , Chadwick let out a laughing climbing on top peppering kisses on my body " you know what I meant I want my Penny" Chadwick kissed the left side of my neck " my Penny" he kissed the right " my Penny" I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him down for a kiss,

*iphone buzzes"

I groaned against his lips " baby don't answer it" I begged for I knew once he did our moment is gone he has to leave but he did listen " hello" he said, I rolled my eyes pushing him off of me to start my morning routine

After I finished I walked back into the room Chadwick was sitting on the bed head down scratching his head " hey everything alright" I asked " uhh not really I just got off the phone with nick..." " what she say ?" I asked " well I won't be able to go to your show"