Surprisingly I went to sleep. I guess in that moment I was at peace with what ever outcome is. I opened my eyes to the snowy light in my eyes I felt around in my bed for my husband but he wasn't there. I got up from my bed made my way to the bathroom to do my morning routine. I glanced at the tests noticed they've been moved I know Chadwick probably looked at them already. A pit of nervousness grew in my stomach "what if I'm not he's disappointed which is why I didn't wake up to him" thoughts poured into my head
While I cleaned my face as I did I continued to glance at the tests it's like they were callling me . I finished my hygiene decided to pull my twists into a high ponytail
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But the tests kept calling. "Have you seen them yet?" I jumped a little to see chad standing in the doorway " um no have you" he nodded yes "look at them" chad encouraged " I'm scared" I admit Chad walked over to me kissed my lips " you are so beautiful I need you to be brave babe" "why can you just tell me" I asked " because I promised you I'd pull you out the dark even when you want to sit there" he said against my forehead I let out a groan " remind me to put in a clause "unless I absolutely don't want to"" I joked
But I looked at the tests again my heart pounding as I walked closer. I picked up the first test hands shaking it says "pregnant" my heart felt like a stick shift car going into second gear , I picked up the second test it said " Pregnant" my chest was so tight it felt like I was having a panic attack as I picked up the third it said "pregnant" now my mind didn't know exactly how to feel I mean I'm pregnant but who's to say I could lose it tomorrow or now even
" so what do you think" chad said I turned around he had this huge smile on his face " don't look at me like that chad" I said " why not your pregnant" he said " I know your scared shitless I am so but what the outcome could be in this moment let's be happy" he said he's right
I took a deep breath let it out tears fell from my eyes " I'm pregnant Chadwick" I said Chad kissed my lips again " Merry Christmas baby" I kissed him back " oh Merry Christmas my love"
Present Day
After we told our story Waverley didn't have any more questions. I stood I the window watching as the film crew left the house "thinking back last year it's close to the anniversary of the miscarriage 3 months away" chad walked up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist
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